Three years passed since Taecyeon and I first started dating, but we never did more than kiss and before we knew it, my 18th birthday rolled around in April. I knew he really loved me and both of us were incredibly popular, but we did not cheat on each other. I played a lead role in three movies while we were dating and established myself in the industry. (The kiss scenes were fake and the guys had masking tape on when I "kissed" them.) Taecyeon and 2pm eventually disbanded, but he is an amazing composer and moved on to compose many new songs for Got7. He also composed many drama OSTS and is in high demand. With his help, I gained a lead role in a drama. I know some people may think negatively of me because I had a connection help me, but only the director knows so our secret is safe and I feel like I am more comfortable with this than having to sleep with the director for the role.
We planned on making passionate love on my birthday, April 11th. I was a virgin and he was more experienced because he had a few girlfriends in the past. I was nervous, but I was ready and did not feel pressured. To prepare, the week before he had bought me expensive lingerie from La Perla and it made me excited. My birthday would be amazing.
That night we met at the best hotel in Seoul and he got us the Presidential suite. He had ordered room service, but neither of us was hungry and as soon as I got there, I began kissing him. His soft lips slowly inched from my lips to my chin to my neck to my collarbones. His large hands caressed my body and carried me to the bed. We carefully undressed each other and he just breathed a "wow" when he saw my body. I had worked out my thin body so that my stomach would be toned and my legs would have some definition for this day. I did not blush like when we first dated, but laid myself out proudly. I was now a woman.
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A Gloomy April
FanficOne girl had a dream. That dream came true, but she still struggles daily with her dark past. Credit to ByunBaekie for cover