head in the clouds

thirty five; josh

"Okay, everyone shut up!" I yell over the music and conversations. "Today is the 18th anniversary of the birth of one of the coolest dudes I have ever met. He's the one guy who took me in when I moved here and I wouldn't know any of you guys if it weren't him. Happy birthday Breadbin, I love you dude!" I yell, putting my cup in the air.

Everyone does the same, they yell a 'happy birthday' to him and take a huge swig of their drinks. He smiles and tilts his cup at before taking a sip. Dall threw a small party for Brendon today, it's just us close friends and the big one will be in a few days. Tyler didn't come to this either, but I think it's just because he thinks the guys don't like him. Which isn't true at all, everyone has been asking where he is all night. They love him, and I don't blame them.

"Hey J." Ray says sitting next to me. "I have a question."

"What's up?" I say looking at him.

"It's a little embarrassing so don't laugh." He says laughing. I nod and smile as he continues. "You aren't like, dating anyone right?"

"Uh, no. I am not. Why?"

"I um, I really like Brendon. Like, really like him, and I think he likes me too. He always flirts with me, and I know that's just a Bren thing to do, but I dunno, it feels different when he does it to me."

"Okay, what does this have to do with me?" I ask.

"I um," He nervously chuckles. "I've never had sex before, or done anything sexually. I know you're like, a sex God or something and I was hoping you'd give me some tips? Maybe?"

I laugh, almost spilling my drink over. "You want me to give you tips on how to have sex?"

"Y-Yeah. I mean, obviously you can say no, but I was just thinking because we're close friends and shit, I dunno. I told you it's embarrassing!"

I shrug and lean back against the couch. "I guess I can, when would you want me to?"

"I uh..." He trails off. "Would you show me how?"

"Ray, are you asking me to have sex with you?"

"No! I don't want you dick anywhere near my ass!" He laughs. "I mean like, just give me visualizers on how to do some stuff."

I sigh and stand up, grab his wrist and pull him with me upstairs. We enter a bedroom and I close the door behind us.

"Okay, do to me right now what you would do with Bren." I say.

"W-What?"

"You heard me. Do to me what you would to Bren."

"Uh, o-okay."

He slowly walks over to me and lazily wraps his arms around my neck and crashes his lips onto mine. I let him take the lead, trying not to overpower him or anything, but I still kiss him back and place my hands on his hips. He brings one of hands to the front of pants and grips tightly on my dick. I pull away and swat at his hand.

"Too harsh," I say chuckling. "You want to be gentle at first. Give it a small tug, don't grip onto his dick for dear life." He nods and I connect our lips, kissing him again.

His hand falls back onto my dick and this time, he lightly holds me in his hand, somewhat massaging me through my jeans.

I smile and pull back again. "Okay, where would you go after this?"

"I um, I don't know." He stutters, getting all tense.

"It's okay, you don't have to be all tense, it was your idea anyways." I joke.

He chuckles and nods. "Right, right. Okay, I um, I think I would do this?"

He undoes my button and zipper, then stuffs his hand into my boxers, gripping at my hardening dick. He looks at me with a smile and I wink at him, his eyes growing wide. "Is-is this right?" He asks.