𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐀𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐦 // Chaelisa

Chapter Seventeen

Asleep. A phase were nothing could get at Lisa. Everytime before she goes to bed, the blonde prays that she'll dream about Rosé.

Her body laying in bed without any movements except the slight in and out going chest while Lisa was breathing, her mind started to fullfill her prayers. 

"So there's this girl. She's funny, cute, beautiful and has the most precious smile I have ever seen. I remember when I first noticed her. I was sitting in the cafeteria with my newfound friend Jisoo Kim. Originally I just wanted to enjoy my Kimchi for lunch as I saw her walking in. I was immediately enchanted by this long, brown hair which fitted perfectly to her brown eyes. In my head I only had one question: "Who is she?" I have never seen her before in school or in the city.

Leaning over to Jisoo I asked her who that girl with the guitar behind her back was. Jisoo  could tell me that her name is Roseanne Park but everyone calls her Rosé and that she just transfered here from Australia.

I looked back at her, feeling my heart bouncing more and more against the inside of my chest.

I was watching her the whole time as she made her way to a table to eat on with her friend who's name I didn't knew. She was shorter than Rosé and had brown hair aswell.

I was never in love. I mean, I'm only freshly 16 and...there's something no one knows about me. I'm gay. I don't have any interests in boys, not matter how good they look.

There's no problem about being gay. My problem is just...no one knows about it yet. Not even my parents. I don't know why I haven't come out yet. Maybe I'm scared of judgement by my friends and society? 

Anyways this or the other way, this girl was the most beautiful one I have ever seen with my eyes. I immediatley could hear my heart whisper to me "That's the one"

I always wanted to get to know this girl more but I never knew how I should talk to her or how I ever should form a friendship. I thought since her and I are classmates it wouldn't be too difficult to build up a conversation but my scared self was afraid of embarrasing me somehow. So I never talked to her until 3 years later, at the age of 18

I remeber the first time she smiled at me...when we stood in that stupid science lesson outside on the main plaza and both of our friends could've ended up fried.

"Seems like we're partners now" was the first sentence Roseanne Park has ever said to me. I feel like we instantly had a connection after we spent the whole lesson together, talking about her transfer to Korea from Australia. I was so happy that I finally talked wit Rosé...but I thought that would be it. Lessons partner and not more. But I never imagined we'd bound a friendship together with Jennie and Jisoo.

Nowadays, Rosé and I are very close friends and yes, I'm still in love with this beautiful australian girl. And to be honest, I don't think my feelings will ever fade away. It's just the way that girl makes me feel. I feel like I can always be myself around her and that she likes me for who I am. I could have the baddest day but as soon as I see this shining smile of hers I feel happy and comforted again. I want to keep this girl close to me. I wanna have my arms wrapped around her and hide my face in her shoulder while we spend the day inside watching silly movies and eating as much popcorn as we can.

Rosé is the one who stole my heart. But I'm not mad. I'll let her keep it. I'm gonna get revenge on her. I'm gonna steal her last name in return"

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"FUCK FUCK FUCK!" Jennie whisper-shouted before knocking onto the Park's front door rapidely in the middle of the night. As no surprise, no one opened the door for the exhausted Jennie who just ran here all the way.