ABEL POV
Matama kong pinagmasdan si Shana na mahimbing na natutulog. He gained weight. Medyo tumambok ang kanyang mukha. A normal thing sa mga buntis na tulad nya. But he look stress.
Dapat ay mag-uusap kami. Hinayaan ko muna syang kumain dahil sabi ni Freya ay wala pa itong almusal. After he finished ay lumabas lang ako para ilagay sa sink ang pinagkainan nya at to also check yung niluluto ni Freya na roasted veggies, pero pagbalik sa ginagamit na kwartong ni Shana, he is already asleep.
AJ received a call from Freya two days ago. Actually, si Nash ang nakatanggap ng tawag at sa kanya unang sinabi ni Freya na buntis si Shana. Then, Nash called AJ and his family at pinakausap si Freya sa kanila. Nang mga sandaling iyon ay andon ako sa bahay nila. Hinahanap kasi ako ni Evan. He asked me to cooked pork sinigang dahil sawa na daw sya sa luto ni Hiro. Hindi ko alam kung ano trip ni Evan, pero sinunod ko nalang sya. Mahirap hindian ang buntis, baka mag-amok. Kasalanan ko pa.
Freya si worried of Shana. Ang lala daw kasi ng morning sickness ni Shana nitong mga nagdaang mga araw. Dalawang beses na nya nakikita si Shana na walang malay sa banyo. Freya said he don't know nothign about pregnancy, and she don't know how to take care a pregnant, maliban sa sundin ang cravings nito. She said that Shana need more care and attention dahil tatlo daw ang pinagbubuntis nito.
AJ told me about it. I was shocked at the same time, happy. I immediately decide na puntahan si Shana. Freya give us there whereabouts, kaya andito kami ngayon.
I love Shana and AJ is aware about it. Nang sinabi sa akin ni Shana na gusto nya ako, sobrang saya ko. That night, when Shana asked me to drink with him, hindi ako nalasing noon. I let him drunk, dahil malungkot daw sya. Nang may mangyari sa amin, sya lang ang lasing noon. I can't stop myself. Shana is one damn seducer. At hindi ko inakala na may mabubuo kami ng gabing iyon.
Rason ko lang na ayaw ko muna pumasok sa isang relasyon dahil sa sitwasyon ni Nash. I want to focus on every task na ibibgay sa akin ni AJ. But when everything is over, I promise to myself na liligawan ko si Shana. Alam iyon ni AJ and pumayag sya sa gusto ko mangyari.
Inalis ko ang kumot ni Shana at hinimas ang kanyang tiyan. "Hey kiddos, daddy is here. I will take you home with me together with your mommy. So behave okay. Don't give your mommy hard time." I kiss Shana's tummy and smile.
"Abel."
"Sorry." Inayos ko ang kumot nya. "I can't stop myself talking to them. Go back to sleep."
Umiling is Shana. "I have enough sleep."
Inalalayan ko syang bumangon. I put three pillow behind him para masandalan nya.
He seriously look at me. He has a lot of question in his mind. I can see it in his face. He is confused.
"Why did you hide Shana?" Tanong ko sa kanya. "Bakit hindi mo sinabi sa akin ng buntis ka?"
Malungkot na ngumiti si Shana. "I don't want to bother you."
"Kelan ka pa naging abala sa akin Shana?"
"Hindi ko alam. Besides, you don't like me. Ayaw ko naman ipilit ang sarili ko sayo dahil lang buntis ako."
Naihilamos ko ang aking kamay sa mukha ko. There is a misinterpretation and misunderstanding here.
"Don't worry Abel, hindi naman kita gagambalain eh. I will not ask anything from you. Sapat na sa akin na hindi hiniling na ipalaglag ang nga anak ko."
"I will never asked you that. I want to see them. I want to take care of them. I want to be with them. I will never asked you to that."
Ngumiti si Shana. A very beautiful smile. "Thank you." He hug his tummy.
"Shana, let me clear something okay?"
"About what?"
"About us."
"Us? Wala namang tayo eh."
"Eh di lagyan natin ng tayo."
Kumunot ang kanyang noo. "You don't like me."
"Sino may sabi sayo?"
"Ikaw."
"I never said that?"
"Diba sabi mo..."
"Ang sabi ko, ayaw ko muna pumasok sa isang relasyon, but I never said na hindi kita gusto."
"Then?"
"Shana, I like you. No. I love you. It's just that, Nash situation is too serious and dangerous. Gusto ko lang muna na maayos yun bago kita pakasalan. Alam ng kapatid mo ang plano ko. But, fuck that plan of mine."
"Niloloko mo na naman ako eh." He start crying. Why pregnant is so emotional?
"I don't. Hindi ako ang tipo ng tao na ipapasok ang sarili sa sitwasyong ayaw ko. If I don't like you, then, I will not go in a relationship with you dahil lang buntis ka. Susuportahan kita at ang bata but I will not going to live with you dahil lang sa ama ako ng bata. I don't want to create a toxic relationship."
"So,...."
"Shana. I love you. I want to be with you. Kung alam ko lang na aabot tayo sa ganito, I should claim you verbally nung una palang natin pagkikita."
"Hindi mo ako niloloko diba? Hindi maman ako nanaginip diba?"
I pick his hand and squeeze it. I wipe his tears and kiss his lips. "Will this enough proof para maniwala ka?"
"I love you." He said while crying.
"I love you too my Shana." I give him a quick kiss and wile bis tears. "Sorry for letting you misunderstand everything. Ang bilis mo naman kasi mag interpret ng mga salita."
"Sorry." I pouted his lips. Such a cutie.
"Stop crying. Our barney babies will also cry."
I glared at me. "They are not barney."
Malakas akong tumawa. Ang cute nya pa din kahit galit na sya.
I grab his nape and kiss him deeply. He response to my kiss.
When I broke our, I hug him.
I love him ever since I saw him talking to his brother through skype. That was three years ago. And I still love him until now.
I know, with Nash situation, every thing will be hard. But, the hell with it. My Shana need me and our barney babies need me also. Sila ang mas importante sa akin ngayon.
"Kiss me again daddy."
"Wish granted baby." And I give him a deep and passionate kiss.
Author's note:
Just a short update. I don't want to make it complicated na, kawawa naman kasi si mommy barney and barney babies.
We have now three couple and this is my first time writting a story of side couple. Sino fave nyo?
Barney Couple (Abel and Shana)
Lion Couple (Hiro and Evan)
Tiger Couple (AJ and Nash)ENJOY READING GUYS.
PS. Thank you for the reads and votes. Thank you for the support. Love you all.
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