Gay Bois (dsmp)

💔Upset😢 (awesamponk)

((This story includes depression, someone unable to get out of bed, and a possible eating disorder so there is a trigger warning for this story. Also I'm not saying either of these 2 have a problem with any of this its just a story.))

Ponk woke up feeling upset and he felt like his energy was drained. He just felt sad and numb. He thought about getting up and doing something productive, but he couldn't bring himself to. He sighed sadly, accidently waking up Sam, who groaned sleepily and rolled over.

"Morning..." Said Sam with a yawn.

"Morning..." Replied Ponk sadly.

"Is everything okay?" Asked Sam. Ponk shook his head.

"I'm a little depressed today..." Admitted Ponk. Sam hugged him and held him close in an effort to comfort him.

"Why...?" Asked Sam softly.

"I don't... know..." Replied Ponk, burying his face in Sam's chest and feeling like he needed to cry. But he couldn't. He just felt numbly sad. Sam seemed to understand and held Ponk until Ponk broke the hug, which took a few minutes. Ponk looked down numbly and Sam tried to help Ponk feel better by offering food.

"Do you want me to make you something for breakfast?" Asked Sam.

"No... I already ate..." Lied Ponk.

"Thats a obvious lie." Said Sam. Ponk sighed.

"I'm not hungry..." Said Ponk. Which was mostly true. He didn't FEEL hungry. Of course, he didn't feel much of anything. He knew he probably was. But he didn't WANT to eat was the thing.

"I'm making some breakfast. You might feel hungry in a bit..." Said Sam, getting up and going downstairs. Ponk sighed, rolled over and went back to sleep. Sam arrived shortly with some scrambled eggs and bacon. He shook Ponk gently in an attempt to wake him up. Ponk groaned and rolled over to look at Sam, who smiled slightly and warmly, and set the eggs and bacon down on the bed next to Ponk. Sam had already eaten, and Ponk sighed knowing Sam would make sure Ponk got food as well. Ponk really didn't want to eat.

"Do you want me to feed it to you?" Offered Sam. Ponk shrugged and Sam picked up the fork with some egg, and held it near Ponk's mouth.

"Open." Said Sam. Ponk did and Sam fed Ponk. Ponk chewed for a bit as Sam got another bite of egg for Ponk. When Ponk was done chewing, Sam told him to open again. He did, and Sam fed him another bite of egg. After every bite, Sam made sure to tell Ponk that he was proud of him for eating and that he was doing a good job. Ponk ate a few bites of egg and half a piece of bacon before he couldn't eat anymore. Sam smiled and kissed Ponk on the head.

"I'm really proud of you, Ponky..." Sam said, picking up the plate and heading to the kitchen. Sam returned with his phone.

"Wanna watch something?" He asked. Ponk nodded and Sam put on a show Ponk liked. The two watched for awhile before Ponk started getting sleepy. Eventually Ponk couldn't keep his eyes open. Sam smiled softly and turned off the show, wrapping his arms around Ponk, who yawned and curled up into a ball, half asleep.

"Sam...?" Said ponk, although it was kinda hard to make out what he was saying since he was mostly asleep.

"Yeah?" Asked Ponk.

"Thanks..." Said Ponk, yawning as he spoke. Sam smiled.

"Anytime..." Sam replied, covering up Ponk with a blanket and holding him as the two fell asleep together.

((I'm sorry if this was bad, I'm not quite sure how to write stuff like this or describe it.))