TW // self harm, anxious, foul words, harassment / violence
Sunoo starts distancing his self from sunghoon, sunghoon on the other side is so confuse and lost.
"What's wrong?" sunghoon keeps asking sunoo all over again but sunoo doesn't mind him, he just read and read his books
Sunghoon saw the lines on sunoo's wrist and he feels like everything shattered.
What happen? what went wrong? why did he do it again? am i not being good to him? it's my fault! everything is my fault! sunghoon thinks as he watch sunoo leaving him behind
'Im... going to give him space.' he said as he thinks that sunoo is just not in the mood
we all knew, sunghoon isn't going to force sunoo to tell something because he knows when sunoo is having a hard time, he will immediately tell it. he also thinks for the best, sunoo being comfortable is the only one that matters to him.
Weeks passed by both of them distant each other however sunghoon always sneak a glance on sunoo who's busy reading. He's still confused on what sunoo said to him on chat, he wants to ask him, he wants but he's controlling himself.
Their exam is about to happen soon and sunghoon is so so curious on why? why is sunoo doing this again? like he's pressuring his self, he don't know. Are they both lost?
He saw sunoo sneak a glance on him and sunghoon feels so happy, he was about to wave but sunoo immediately turn his head back and starts reading and reading again
'what's happening to him? i'm supposed to understand this! i'm supposed to know this!' he thinks while grabbing his own hair
Their exam starts now and he can see sunoo nervous, legs shaking uncontrollably, biting his own nails while answering the test paper. Sunghoon wants to at least assure sunoo that he will ace this but he just shut his mouth as he saw sunoo seriously answering the test.
Later on they all finished answering and he can still see sunoo shaking and biting his own nails. He was about to stand up and go to him but their teacher came back holding all their test papers so he immediately went back to his seat.
Sunoo is trembling, he looks like he would pass out anytime and all can sunghoon do was shake his head and blame himself
'what kind of boyfriend i am!? i can't even calm him!'
Their teacher starts announcing their scores and giving back the papers
"One aced the exam, only one." the teacher announced that made sunoo immediately look at the teacher, of course he's expecting again
"Park Sunghoon aced the exam." sunghoon didn't expect this but of course he is happy but as soon as he saw sunoo looking at him, the same look before.
He knew... something's wrong.
He immediately get his paper and their teacher went out. Sunghoon was about to approach sunoo but sunoo starts walking leaving him behind.
"SUNOO!" sunghoon calls as he follows him
"Leave me alone." that's all can sunoo say since he's holding his tears and he don't, he doesn't want sunghoon to see him crying
"Sunoo, tell me why are you not happy!?" sunghoon confusedly asked while holding sunoo's hand, he's so confused since when one of them aced the test they would be happy for each other... but now, why?
"Sunghoon, please just fucking leave me alone." sunoo said as he remove sunghoon's grip
"Please tell me-" a slap, sunghoon didn't get the chance to finish his words when sunoo slapped him
"You're a liar, brother's right. You're just using my weakness." sunoo said while sarcastically laughing and holding his tears, all his thoughts, all his negative thoughts eat him up... he starts walking leaving sunghoon behind
Sunghoon on the other side doesn't know what to feel, he's so fucking confused right now. Sunoo never lays a hand on him, he would never say hurtful words to him... why!? but today he feels like he's starting to know it...
sunoo's coming back to his own self.
'i can still fix him.'
'we just misunderstood each other!'
'no he promised we will stay at each other!' sunghoon said as he wipe his tears, he's scared. He's scared that he will lost sunoo, he doesn't want to lose him especially when they already lost their friendship.
but what can he do?
no matter how much he tries to find the eyes of sunoo that he love, he can't see it.
all he can see was full of hate and pain, the old sunoo is coming back... isn't it?
he doesn't know... he can't answer it and all he thinks is
'how did this happened?'
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Saw You Again
Fanfiction[completed] a sunsun ff wherein sunoo and sunghoon are exes, they both really love each other but they suddenly broke up. No one fall out of love, they just broke up. But in times both of them are lonely, fate would let them always meet. can they st...
