(3) he's longing for love

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TW // mentions of suicide, foul words, toxic family, manipulating

The following scenes will be flashback



"YOU FUCKING SUCK! INHYEOP ALMOST DIED BECAUSE OF YOUR STUPIDITY!"

"SHUT THE FUCK UP! INHYEOP IS JUST TIRED!"

"HE'S NOT TIRED HE ALMOST COMMIT SUI-" sunoo immediately close the door and there he saw his brother, Inhyeop zoning out

His parents are fighting again, non-stop.



"Hyung, why did you do it?" sunoo asked while arranging his backpack

"Just shut up and go to your school, bring Bam and Jiho. Make sure you didn't forgot your things and already finished your homework-" he loudly drop his bag that made his brother stop from talking

"Can you at least stop pressuring me. I'm asking you hyung! why did you do it!? do you want to leave me and suffer all alone here!? you're so selfish hyung! you're the only one i have yet you're going to leave me. How can you do that!?" sunoo said sobbing, his angers became tears

His brother immediately hug hig and mouthed 'i'm sorry' 'i won't do it again'

"Please don't leave hyung, you're the only one i have" sunoo said between his sobs

"I won't so go to school already. Make us proud so hyung won't leave you" his brother said while tapping sunoo's shoulder



He's now at their school, he's busy reviewing since they have exam later. He read and read, his head is getting heavy. He's making sure everything would stay on his mind

'i'm sure i would ace this!' sunoo thinks and starts reading again

He sneak a peek at his rival, Park Sunghoon who's currently sleeping right now

'that shit is sleeping i bet he'll fail this' sunoo thinks while smirking




Their test is real hard but sunoo didn't really stress himself about it since he saw his rival just sleeping while the others are busy reviewing.

"Okay so someone aced the exam and this is expected because he's hardworking!" their teacher said while holding the test paper

'this is me!'



"Park Sunghoon!" his teacher said and everyone cheered except for him

"SIR!? WHY !?" sunoo asked while slamming the table that made everyone shut up

"I did my best why!? why the fuck!?" sunoo asked again, tears starts falling

"Better luck next time." sunghoon said teasing him and there sunoo punched him

They fight and fight not one of their classmates stopped them.

"YA! STOP BOTH OF YOU!" their teacher said, stopping them

"YA SUNOO! YOU STILL SCORED HIGH YOU ONLY GOT 1 WRONG! YOU DON'T NEED TO GO FAR!" his teacher said that made sunoo stopped

"W-what o-one wrong!?" sunoo asked in disbelief

"WHY!! I MADE SURE I ANSWERED ALL OF THEM RIGHT!? WHY WHY!?" sunoo said panicking, he goes to the teachers table and find his paper

'he... looks crazy' sunghoon thinks as he watched sunoo crying and mouthing 'where is it? what wrong!?'

"NO! I MADE SURE THIS IS RIGHT! TEACHER PLEASE CHECK IT AGAIN PLEASE!" sunoo said while pointing his test paper

"You still scored high, why!?" his teacher asked while arranging the papers

'you won't understand! no one will understand'

"Calm yourself! I'll check it. Okay class, break time." their teacher said and immediately go out holding all the papers



Sunoo cried, he's angry and disappointed. He did everything, he did well, he make sure. How!?

He immediately get up and pull sunghoon and cornered him

"You cheated! You cheated right? you fucking cheat! i saw you sleeping while we're reviewing. HOW!?" sunoo asked, his throat hurts so much because he's stopping his self from crying

"I didn't." sunghoon simply answered was about to go out but sunoo stopped him

"why!? why did you aced it?" sunoo asked, he starts sobbing

"Because you're not the only one who need to ace it." sunghoon said directly looking at sunoo's eyes



and there he saw the loneliness on his eyes, he saw the pain and hatred.

his eyes tell,

he's longing for love.

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