(15) let go

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These past few days both of them are drained and tired, well college life it is and add their family who keeps on pressuring them. Sunoo isn't doing well, if before he almost failed now he already failed while Sunghoon, he's striving hard but he's tired... so tired.

He's blaming himself for wanting more attention, he hates it.

Both tired, everything drains them so as usual they will escape this shits and meet... each other again. In the seaside, where everything started.



"Saw you again." sunoo said as he watch sunghoon sat besides him

"Hello." sunghoon said while smiling

They talked and talked, rant and rant, tease and tease because that's what they here for. Both longing for comfort and presence of each other but doesn't dare to fix everything? funny right



"Sunoo... why did we end up here?" sunghoon asks getting teary

sunoo just smiled and hold his tears, no matter what they say, no matter how many questions, their relationship for now won't going to be okay.

"Aren't you getting tired?" sunoo asks changing the topic

"I'm always tired but not when i'm with you." sunoo just look down and stars mentally cursing his self for asking it, this isn't right. what sunghoon saying isn't right they're both exes now, if before when he heard it butterflies are dancing on his stomach but now it's weird. he doesn't even know if sunghoon got lover already yet he's doing this.

but bet he doesn't... sunghoon can't love someone... for now



"Do you regret loving me?" sunghoon asks while looking at the moon

"I don't." sunoo honestly answered while looking away

He never, both of them never regretted loving each other. Even though pain are leading than love in their relationship, no one regretted loving each other.

Because of them they knew what love is and they both knew... if they're not for each other then maybe... maybe in their next partner everything will be fine.



"Let's stop meeting, sunghoon." sunoo said while smiling and looking away

Before he go here he already planned cutting everything... everything where both of them will be strangers again... there he wants it. He doesn't want to become burden to sunghoon anymore because he feels like sunghoon would come here just because he's having a hard time, he hates it. He needs to let go because the more they met... the more it hurts. It's like he's just fooling himself, it hurts so much especially if

you already have partner... again.



Yes, sunoo's dad included sunoo on his business. He uses his son for money, he will partner his son to his business partner's son to merge the properties. And who is sunoo to disobey?

"Lets cut everything now... my... my dad partnered me up on someone already." sunoo said while tears keep on falling, sunghoon can't do anything but to watch him and cried with him

Maybe he's right? maybe it's better to cut everything now... here. In the seaside where everything started and where everything will end.

"I understand." sunghoon answered and smile, a force smile of course

"Maybe... maybe if everything's fine, if we're both ready again... i hope... fate would do its job and bring us to each other again." sunoo said as he stands up and offer a hand shake

"Nice meeting you, Park Sunghoon!" sunoo said smiling while tears keep on falling unstoppable

"Nice... meeting you, Kim Sunoo!" sunghoon answered and accept the hand shake

"I hope you live well and receive everything you deserve!" sunoo adds as his tears keep on falling

"Live for me." sunghoon said while looking at sunoo who's crying, both of them are hurting

And as their hands let go of each other... they also let go of everything they have... everything about them.

In the seaside, where everything started and ended. The beach their only witnessed on how life is so cruel with them...



would they still meet?

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