It would always repeat. They would always meet in times like that. They would comfort each other and make them live again. That's how they're alive right now.
At the times they would met, sunghoon at least hope that sunoo would open their relationship and fix it... but no. Sunoo's just having a hard time and badly need someone to vent out.
That's how they are. But actually sunoo... wants but he's scared... scared that what if everything's going to be mess again especially they're both in need of the grades, ranks and more.
Sunoo thinks this is for the best... he's scared risking it again and they're relationship would just end up being toxic. He doesn't want it so he better cut everything before it got worse...
but why are they meeting each other again?
why?
fate pity them? well no.
Fate is giving them a chance... a chance to make everything okay but both naive and young, they didn't knew it. They didn't mind it.
When they're meeting all that matters to them was each other's feelings and condition. That's all.
They both meet again, it's uncountable anymore. Their meetings would always be because of one reason... they're hurting, they're in pain, they need to vent out.
"I almost failed the exam again." sunoo starts as he look away
"I aced the exam, dad's happy but i'm not." sunghoon answered looking far away too
That's one of the reason why... why they can't fix everything. From their family itself where all the problems starts are stopping them.
"Aren't you tired of existing?" sunoo ask as he look at sunghoon
"I'm tired... but i won't give up." sunghoon answered looking at sunoo too
Sunghoon's happy when he still saw the love on sunoo's eyes. He always knew they still both love each other but both scared... what can they do?
"Can we go back?" sunghoon asked getting teary as he watch sunoo smiling while looking at the waves
How mesmerising... seeing his love ones smiling... how comforting it is
"You always knew we can't." sunoo answered back while smiling and holding his tears
Of course as i always say, they both love each other so much.
"I've been asking for how many times about this already, glad you're not getting tired of it." sunghoon said while looking at the waves
Sunoo won't ever get tired of it because by that he knows sunghoon still cares for him, sunghoon still loves him and it's mutual.
"It's fine." sunoo simply answered while smiling and looking far away
"You're still beautiful." sunghoon said that made sunoo flustered but he hid it
No matter how much he wants to be together again, where they can give each other love, hug, kisses and care but now they're both cautious because of their boundaries, that's why sunghoon telling this make him real flustered.
"I'm sorry" sunghoon apologized as he realized the words that slipped out on his mouth
It's always like this, it will always repeat. Them meeting, talking, complimenting and leaving, that's how it is.
Their school year is going to wrapped up soon so both struggling and trying everything, at school they don't mind each other. If academics, academics. They won't spare each other a minute, their attention are full on reviewing, studying and more.
Sometimes sunoo hates himself for being jealous of sunghoon, he's jealous because sunghoon doesn't have to study hard. He's born smart but him? he needs to be smart.
'I will beat him. I need to! brother promised to comeback if i beat him!' he thinks as he aggressively write down notes
On the other side, sunghoon needs to ace it too. He needs it, this is the best thing he can give to his father. He needs to prove that he's worthy, he needs to prove that he can do anything what others can.
He's born smart but that doesn't mean he won't study hard. Sunoo is hardworking if he won't study hard for sure sunoo will beat him.
They're final exam for this last semester is now down and yes, sunghoon aced it again while sunoo almost failed it again.
Sunoo hates himself, is he this dumb that no matter how many books he read, no matter how many notes he wrote he still won't lead, he can't beat sunghoon.
"Congrats." sunoo said and offer a hand shake and gladly sunghoon accepts it
"Congrats too." sunghoon said while smiling
This is their last day of being classmates this school year and all they think is
'i hope we won't be classmates anymore.'
After a year, both of them aren't classmates anymore, they focused on studying. But when times go wrong they still meet and as usual they're comforting each other, but not like before where they always meet, now it's just once a month i guess.
Love is still there, love won't go. They still both love each other but why not? simple answer.
They're both scared to take the risk and they don't want everything to be mess again. Sunoo loses trust on himself from almost failing their finals and can't trust himself anymore especially when he saw sunghoon, he's jealous... so jealous. Sunghoon still loves sunoo, he always care. Does he ever get tired? maybe yes or maybe no? When he aced their finals, his father became happy and now sunghoon has business partner, he's now part of his father's business and he's so happy. But since he can't control his life anymore he can't just freely love sunoo anymore that's why he's scared to risked again, what if he just ended up hurting sunoo? what if he can't give sunoo the attention and love he deserves?
Their relationship was so healthy before but i bet everything will change if both of you are really not for each other.
Bound to meet but not to meant i guess?
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Saw You Again
Fanfiction[completed] a sunsun ff wherein sunoo and sunghoon are exes, they both really love each other but they suddenly broke up. No one fall out of love, they just broke up. But in times both of them are lonely, fate would let them always meet. can they st...
