Old chicks crying 'cause they know that they lost out But I'm still on you, I'm still on you My drink spill on me, While I feel on you, I'm sayin' ~J'cole
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June 18th, 2022 1:42 pm
Malaya sits quietly in her room , tapping a firm pen on the paper attached inside her journal , searching her mind for more words to write on the page .
Being such a loner Back in Atlanta , she adapted a hobby and comfort in writing diary entries of ideas lingering on her mind , or poems on how she's feeling.
She hadn't heard from pooh , or the rest of the group all day causing her to overthink as she always does . So instead of being a desperate and calling them first , she decided to write about something that's been on her mind since the first day she came back to Chicago.
She wanted to find the perfect words that expresses her true emotions about everything , even though no one would see it but her .
She struggled with putting her feelings into words , but when it came to the topic on her mind at the moment , everything started flowing like warm water under a faucet . She knew the right words , and the perfect details knowing exactly how to make her feel like she's back in the moment .
It's like reliving the perfect day , or moment over and over again , and that's what she loved most about writing . It's her personal sentiment coming to life .
"Say lil nigga ?! " she hears causing her to quickly close her journal , revealing the black cover , as Herb busts into the room with a chicken wing in his hand .
"You can't knock ?" She frowns " and why are you always eating ?"
"Fuck allat " he smacks on the piece of meat lingering in his mouth "you in here all quiet and shit ?what are you doing ?"
"None of your business " she chuckles holding her diary now tightly in her grip to ensure he doesn't try to snatch it away .
"Mhm " he mumbles glancing at the book then back at her "Where yo lil nigga at ?" He asks
"First off all he's not my nigga " she says knowing exactly who he's talking about " I've only been here for three days "
"So ?What the hell that mean ? " he asks seriously " I fucked ari and got her pregnant before I even knew her real name "
"Of course you did " she shakes her head "I'm not you though , and neither is he "
"So you not going out wit yo folks today ?" He questions and she shakes her head
