'Livin' in the midst of This shit might drive you mad Feeling pretty mixed up But this life shit ain't all bad Bloody, bloody murder There ain't no second chances'
~Brent faiyez
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July 10th , 2021 11:00am
Although Von and Malaya didn't have sex the last time they were with each other in her room , it's all she could think about since then .
Everytime she closed her eyes she fanticized about his lips being latched on to hers as his dominating presence enchants her interior like a spell . She hoped that when she opened them she'd be bold enough to be in front of his door once again , but everytime she's just sitting in her room .. alone , reminiscing on their past moments.
Being that she has to leave at the end of the summer , and time is flying by pretty quickly , a part of her wished they could just have sex already so he can either;
(A. ) disappoint her with mediocre penis and make her never want to daydream about him again Or (B.) give her exactly what she wants so she can stop fiening for it .
She doesn't know which one she actually she wants but all she does know is that she keeps ignore option C. Which is to ;
(C.) completely forget him and focus on moving past all their encounters
And from her personal experiences with him , she knows that's definitely not an option anyways .
"You good ?" Jayvon asks snapping her out of her trance causing her to remember that they're at an entire cafe for a breakfast date , but also reminding her of option d ;
(D.) tell Jayvon the truth and accept whatever consequences comes with your decisions
That options so far gone out her head she hasn't even considered it , but what if it's the right choice ?
....what is the right choice ?
"Yeah ... I'm fine " she mumbles picking up the silverware on her plate to pick at her eggs .
"If you don't like the food we can go somewhere else " he offers noticing her expression.
No matter what he's been doing to try to create time for their relationship , nothing seems to put a smile on her face anymore .
He stopped working out so frequently with basketball after she expressed how it made her feel lonely , he made way more time for dates , and he even turns off his phone when they're around each other so she can have his full attention. He thought it'll cause her to be enthusiastic and happy like she was when they first met but it didn't . He just doesn't know what to do anymore and all he can think over and over in his head is
