Having power sucks. But hiding it was definitely a pain in the ass. it was really hard to pretend to be normal, when you knew you were far from that. and there was always a day that would be suck enough to push you to use your power even when you didn't want to. Well, you did hide your power, but only to civilians. but for other suckers you didn't. like Hydra for example.
you've been monitoring them for years, not only them but also others that were linked to them. you didn't really care about them at first, but for your own safety, you should. they like to catch someone with the ability like yours. What did they do with them? Of course, not something good. you have gotten caught by them. your power helps you to escape but not before they experiment on you. it was an experience that you would not like to have anymore. so, you've been using your power to fight them, or erase them if you could. but they were so goddamn stubborn. if you burn one compound they always make more.
It was a good thing that you were not one to back off from a challenge. Your role model was also not one to give up, if it was him, he would win this fight one way or another, he was cunning anyway. and you, as his fan, wouldn't embarrass him with your failure. Having Hydra as your background helps you in a way. they taught you how to fight, now you used it against them. You were great like that. your role model would be proud of you.
you started your day with a morning prayer, you always woke up before the sunrise and got ready for your prayer. you were not religious. But the thing with your role model was, he was a god. and you didn't know any other way to appreciate him if not to pray to him, or just talk to him about your day. He had an altar in your room that you set especially for him. Actually it was a bit weird to have a god as your role model when you're a skeptic. the way you appreciate him, it was just the same as you worshiping him as a gratitude. but everything be damn, as long as it was positive you couldn't care less.
you woke up early and cooked your offerings to him. you always baked something for him. or just made something sweet. or easy, since you just learn how to cook. you couldn't offer him something fancy because you couldn't cook it. and you didn't want to offer something you didn't make yourself, in your opinion it wouldn't show enough gratitude. After that, you would set your offerings in the altar and just talk, or pray, whatever but you talk to him everyday for your peace of mind.
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you were on your way to the new Hydra base you just discovered when suddenly there were flying monkeys? shooting the car in front of you. good things you were not fast so that you could stop at the right moment before you get crushed too.
you cursed at yourself, "definitely not a good start Loki," you got out of your car and saw Iron man flying above you. Everything was in chaos.
Damn. your offerings didn't work today.
You were in a Dilemma. surely if you used your power, not only Hydra will hunt you, others would too. but the civilians needed help. Fuck, you were damned from the start. so you decided to risk your life and used your power to shield the civilians. You opened a portal and send them somewhere far away from Manhattan. and now it's only you, the Avengers and that alien thing shooting your head off. you put your mask on and went back to work.
your iris started to change to white as you called to the storm and there was electricity around your body. you never have to use your power too much but today was a different story. you were proud you could show off a little and in a flick of your hand you electrocuted every alien around. You hadn't missed a certain red and gold flying suit stopped to see you. you knew he was deciding whether you were good or bad. when he saw that you've helped him and not fight him, he left you alone, for now.
you saw someone using the same power as you at the top of a tower but aiming at the hole in the sky where the aliens came. so you decided to fly close to the hole and did the same things. When you met the man, he was confused to see you, and you were confused too since he resemble a certain God with a hammer that you read on the Myth when you researching about your God or role model, but you only nodded your head at him, and pulled the biggest lighting you could and aimed it at the aliens above you. you might or might not try to show off to him that you could do better. what? His face was fun.
Ironman came back and he held some kind of nuke with him, where did he get it? You have no idea. He brought the nuke to the hole and you stopped the lightning and watched him go through the hole. Soon the hole was closing and you flew to the hole, grabbed Ironman before he could fall and went out. you then realize he was unresponsive.
Damn. This could end badly. you thought.
You flew to the Avengers with Ironman in your arms. you put him on the ground and flew back up a little. the previous man with a hammer catched your eyes. He really looked like that God you read on Norse Myth. but you mentally laughed at yourself, have you gone mad in a day? it couldn't be real, could it?.
Then Ironman or Tony Stark as you knew, gasped and everyone was releasing the breath they held. you secretly realive he was okay and start to go on your own way. Damn Hydra was lucky today. you were tired after the stunt today and definitely would rant to Loki for this stunt. you opened a portal and wanted to fly through before a hammer flew past you.
You glared at the stupid man with a hammer even though you knew he couldn't saw your face, "What the hell man, that's not cool," you said to him. Tired you was not nice, and short tempered. Everyone learnt that side of you in a hard way. but you were too tired to kill someone.
"Apologize lady, i just want to show my gratitude before you go, will you let me do that?,"
Fuck no, "It's fine dude. i just want to go home," you didn't want to dilly dallying with a broken mood. Damn, you still felt annoyed with Hydra being lucky and you have to fight these stupid aliens.
"Have you ever tried shawarma? I want to try shawarma, it's just 2 blocks from here. I don't know what it is but I want to try it," Tony said, still lying on the ground. you rolled your eyes at their attempt to befriend you. you didn't need others to tailing you. it's annoying, Damn Loki, for not accepting your offerings today. you always believe if you have misfortune that means Loki didn't accept your offerings, it used to happen a lot.
"Nah, Thanks man, but i'm good," you opened the portal again but a yelling stopped you "I'm Thor Odinson of Asgard! Nice to meet you Lady!"
You stopped on your track and looked back at him, "who?,"
The guy with a hammer put his hand up, but you glare at him, "really?" you asked the remaining Avengers. something inside you felt weird, you were...anticipating?. but not too much since you didn't want to get hurt. you never expect a probability of God being real, like in flesh. weren't they supposed to like, not look like human beings?.
but damn this could be a major turn in your life.
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WorshipHer -Loki x Reader
Fiksi Penggemaran alternate reality where a certain god of mischief you worship, began to worship you in the end. *** Stumbling upon an attack on NY was the last on Y/N's list. Meeting the Avengers and the Asgardian God was also the last on the list but apparently...