What If I Fall?~Sequel to Camilo x reader

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A/n- Hi everyone!! im so excited that we are back for another book! i  hope you all enjoy!

Y/n's POV

I stared out the window. It was colder this morning so frost lined the window. I pressed my forehead against the cold glass. I heard the door open and didn't have to look up to know who it was.

"I want to go swimming," I stated. The sound of a tray clacked down on my side table.

"Why is that?". I turned around to face my nurse, Rose.

"I want to feel the water on my skin," I replied. Rose nodded slightly and gestured towards the bathroom.

"Can I interest you in a shower?" She asked. I chuckled and shook my head. I climbed back into my bed and took the tray from the table.

"Eating in bed again?" Rose asked as she prepared some of my prescription. I ate the gross hospital food that was in front of me. Once I finished, Rose handed me a paper cup filled with pills and a cup of water. I took the pills in one gulp.

"Can I look?" Rose asked. I nodded and she gently pulled up my pant leg. My leg didn't look too bad today. It was a pinkish color. The scar that was in the middle stuck out like a sore thumb.

"I still don't see the point of why they did this" I said while running my finger along the scar. Rose folded some of my clean clothes. I swear she acted like my mom at times.

"They needed to make sure the muscle and tissue wasn't damaged, That leg of your's is a mystery" Rose replied. I sighed and pulled back down my pant leg.

"Can i go see jackson?" I asked politely. Rose looked down at her watch.

"Sure but he might be-" I didn't hear what else she said because I ran out of the room. I ran straight down the hall and banged on Jacksons door.

"Jackson! Open up!" I yelled. I could hear a grumble and a shuffling of feet. The door opened and revealed Jackson with a major bed head and still in his pajamas.

"It's like 6 in the morning," Jackson grumbled, rubbing his eyes. I walked in his room and plopped myself down on his bed.

"I've been up for hours," I replied.

"You need to get on a better sleep schedule," Jackson said, pointing a pen at me. I didn't argue with him. I went to bed late and woke up early. I looked towards Jackson who was writing something in a journal. He was here with lung Cancer. His dad died when he was young and his mom only comes once a day because she has to take care of his younger siblings.

"Y/n? Helloo" Jackson was waving a hand in front of my face.

"Deep in thought again?" He asked. I sighed and laid back on his bed.

"Wanna go for a walk today?" I asked. Jackson put his pen down.

"Where? You do also know it's been raining for the past few days" Jackson stated.

"Yeah but it wasn't raining this morning and I need to breathe outside air" I pouted. He sighed.

"Are you going to get dressed first?" He motioned to my gray sweatpants and my loose blue t-shirt. I shrugged.

"No, I don't feel like it today," I replied. Jackson stood up from his desk and sat down next to me.

"Are you okay Y/n? You've been acting off these few days. I'm your best friend, you can talk to me". Jackson knew about my past. I sighed and played with a loose thread that stuck out on my pants.

"Can we just go for a walk?" I asked. Jackson gave up and pulled a hoodie over his head.

"Do you have a jacket?" He asked.