falling for the bad boy

c h a p t e r 18

Y/N POV:
It was all a blur. My lip was bust from when mouse hit me, and my back was in agony. I could feel I had pulled something, bellow my spine, so I stayed on the floor. Mouse hit me multiple more times till I sacrafised myslef and said I would leave. Then it happened. Ash ran at Mouse and Custer with a hammer. Mouse was hit right into his head, peircing his temple. He lay still as Custer yells out in pain. "What the fuck! What the fuck!" The voice slowed fuzzed out and that's the last i remember before passing out.

You woke up, in ash's bed. You saw a note on the bedside, and a tub of cereal. It read :

Dear y/n,
"I'm real sorry that happened yesterday, you shouldn't of seen it. It's best if we never speak of it again, okay? we're out for the full night doing- things. See you tomoz mornin x"

You knew exactly what they would be doing all day. You couldn't belive it. This did not happen. It's now about 10pm and you decided to finally get up, you was in bed all day. You make your way to the bathroom and turn on the shower. You take off your sweats and hop in. Showers at night really do hit. You felt completely better when you got out. You left the bathroom with a towel on your head, and around your body. You pick out a pair of pjs ash bought for you, Hm the label read "satin girly girl pjs" wow what a stereotype ash. Ash ash ash. You couldn't even think of him. What was he to you? Dead? Realisticly he should be, but if it wasn't for him wouldn't you be dead? You throw on your pjs, put your hair in a bun and walk to the living room.

"What do I even do" you murmer to yourself as you sit down on the couch.
You turn on the tv, as you stick on a movie. You fall asleep instantly.

-a couple of hours later-
You wake up to the sound of knocking on the door. You look threw the peep hole, to see ash, without fez. You open the door with a blanket wrapped around you, as you step aside, letting him in . You both stand, in awkwardness waiting for eachother to say something.

You decided to break the silence, "where's fez?" You walk over to ash who was sitting on the couch, in a transe. "Hello I'm speaking to you?" You claimed, as you poked him in the shoulder. He spoke while looking at his shoes, "oh yeah uh- he's staying at Lexie's for the night." He quickly looks up at you, to already see you staring as you lock eyes.

Y/N's POV:
His big brown eyes looked at me. He had the most beautiful eyes. His face had no emotions, but his eyes told all of it. When he was angry, you would see the slightest glimmer - although I've only ever seen that once. We both looked down, and lost the eye contact but little side glances was made, and then I got fed up and needed answers.
"Are we pretending this didn't happen then orrrr?"

A: what happened?

Y/N: yanno..

A: "listen y/n, never fucking speak of that again, in this house, at school, no where." He raised his voice, yet you could try he was trying to compose himself.
"I'm going to my room, I'll see you tomorrow or something.."

Your eyes follow him as you squint your eyes and cross your arms.
"What the fuck- someone's on their period"

Ash's POV:
Y/N is a good person. She's a confident, happy, strong girl. That's why she shouldn't be with us. I cant ever fucking forgive myself for doing this to y/n. It would scar her. I had the intentions of her, but seeing her emerald green eyes doeing at me, I couldn't take it.