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The days passed by normally but Newt always had the feeling like something was missing. He decided to talk Minho about it one evening. " Hey mate can we talk real quick?" Newt asked. Minho followed him with a nod. They walked a bit away from everyone and found themselves at a cliff near the ocean.
"What did you want to talk about?" Minho asked after they both sat down. "Since the day I woke up after the side effects I feel wierd like I am missing something and it's bloody annoying ". Newt said with a sight at the end. "I think it may be because you lost some of your memories and something inside of you can still kinda remember them". Minho said like the genius he is. "Ok thank you". With that Newt felt a bit better and as Minho went back to the others Thomas came and sat next to Newt.
"Hey". Newt said. "Hi, how are you feeling", Thomas asked. "I'm good, still slightly off but it's getting better", Newt asked suddendly remembering something. He let out a gasp and began speaking again. "I remember something new. Fry and Minho were in my hut and we talked about you!". "What were you saying about me?", Thomas asked happily as Newt remembered something new. "You really wanna know Tommy?", Newt asked him with a giggle. "Yes now come on!", Thomas said. He wanted to know what they were saying about him. "We talked about how much of a pussy you are!", Newt said inbetween laughts. "You Bitch", Thomas said punching Newt playfully while acting hurt. "Awww poor Tommy can't handle being called a pussy", Newt mocked him while ruffling his hair. Soon they both laughed and Thomas was more than happy to see Newt laughing so much.
They talked some time until it was time for dinner. They walked to the fire and grabbed some food. Newt and Thomas sat down besides Minho and Brenda. They had much fun. But noone knew that Newt was remembering more and more while being with Thomas.
He remembered the times they cuddled in his bed and on the aircraft and the sweet words that left Thomas's mouth when Newt was crying. The shapes he drew on his back . His warm, soft lips on his forehead. And most importently all the words they exchanged. The deep feelings they feel for eachother. More than something you would feel for a friend. Thomas's soft lips on his own. His hands in his hair and the nights with beautiful dreams of their future togheter. And the thing he remembered back at the cliff was actually the kiss he just made up something else to hide his feelings.
Newt would never admit it but he was sad, that all that seemed to be forgotten. He couldn't just tell Thomas that he suddendly remembers the kiss. Thomas would have told him if he wanted him to remember it. Newt was sure that Thomas missed Teresa. He was jealous. She and Thomas spend so much time togheter. But she's now gone.
Thomas noticed the look on Newts face and asked him if everything was alright. He said he was just tired and that he was going to bed. He said goodnight to everyone and went to his hut. He laid there and couldn't sleep. He thought about Thomas. His dearest Tommy that he loves so much.
After half an hour he saw someone entering the hut. It was Thomas. He removed his shoes and climbed into the bed next to Newt. Newt laid his head onto his shoulder and looked up to meet his beautiful brown eyes. He always got lost in them and it felt wierdly calm to look into his eyes. "Are you alright Newt?", Thomas asked still not breaking the eyecontact. "Yea I think so just can't sleep", Newt said with a slight frown on his face. "Come on I wanna show you something", Thomas said standing up and putting his shoes back on. He grabbed Newts hand and led him towards the water onto the beach. The sun was setting and the sky looked red. 'Thomas looks so beautiful in this light' Newt thought. He didn't know that Thomas was thinking the same about him. He admired how the sun brightend his face and how his eyes looked in this perfect moment. Just the two of them. At the sunset on the beach.
They sat there for a while and when the sun was completely gone they were looking at the stars. Some time later Thomas suddendly spoke up "Do you remember anything else?". Newt wasn't sure if he should tell him so he just told him some stuff he remembered troughout the day that wasn't exacly about Thomas. Thomas didn't seem to belive that by the look on his face. "Is there something else on your mind Newt?", Thomas asked with direct eyecontact. As Newt broke the eyecontact to look down to his hands he said "Please don't make me say this". As Thomas looked at Newt with a look that said 'Oh come on it can't be that bad' he continued "Please Tommy please". He was now basically begging to drop it.
"What if I tell you something I remember", Thomas suggested. Newt nodded and Thomas began to talk. He was blushing and so was Newt at the words that came next.
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cliffhanger :)))
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