Syn's Random Thoughts

; Friends

Friends. 

Napaka big word diba. Isang bagay na pagnagkaroon ka masaya, dahil may matatakbuhan ka, may kasama ka, may pamilya ka.

But then hindi lahat ng kaibigan ganon. 

Minsan ang pagkakaroon ng kaibigan hindi palaging masaya. Minsan masakit, minsan nakaka ubos.

Hindi lahat ng kaibigan mo kaibigan ka. Masakit pag ganon, lalo na kapag hindi sila supportado sayo at sarili lang nila naiisip nila. Lalo na sa mental health mo.

Friendship matters if you are there for one another, through thick and thin, success and loss.

You know i've been there. Having so much friends to that point where hindi ko na sila na differentiate , hindi ko naalam kung sino ang totoo at hindi. Kung sinong may pake sakin.

I thought I was happy having many friends but then I realized. Panget pala.

I mean walang masama na magkaroon ng madaming kaibigan pero pumili ka.

Don't hang around with people who, number one, will never care about your mental health. Two,  Will not feel you enough, Three, friends who will make you feel insecure. 

 Choose friends you can envision yourself with in the future. Friendships with people who will always be there for you. Friends who will stand by your side, love you and share your joys and sorrows.

Choose companions that will not only assist you in maintaining good mental health but will also assist you in achieving success in life.

And you know, I'm lucky I have friends like that.

Friends that always support me, treat me as if I were their sister, assist me with my academics, and stand by each other in difficult situations.

Kaya ikaw, kung kasali ka sa isang big group and nakikita mo na masama sila for you. Let them go, always remember that there are billions of people in this world. You can always find friends who are good for you. Don't settle for people that will only give you pain.  Never ever let others dictate you, or choose things for you. 

Be true to yourself. Find friends like that, friends that will allow you to be yourself and have fun within reason. Friends who will always be there for you, not only for enjoyment but also for academics and other matters.

Also remember that wala sa tagal yan ha. Alam ko mahirap, trust me I've been there. Parang relasyon lang yan. Wag kang maging "Kahit madamaing red flags, mananatili ako" 

Trust me once you let go of them you will feel happier, and healthier. 

 Kaya ako when I found them, I was grateful. That is why I value them highly, 

Kaya kung naka hanap ka na ng mga kaibigan na ganon, swerte ka. 

Nakahanap kana din ba?

syn

-Hi this thought is not for hate. I must say its hard to put this out kasi iba iba naman tayo ng opinion pagdating sa mga kaibigan pero alam nyo mas sasaya talaga buhay mo pag matino mga kaibigan mo. Lalo na kung bukas sila sa realidad, alam nila ang tama sa mali. Mga kaibigan na hindi lang saya ang habol. Mga kaibigan na lahat may value para sa isa't isa. 

And it's sad na minsan ang pagkakaibigan natatapos maaring sa iba't ibang bagay. Lalo na sa politika.

I've been there and ang sakit mawalan ng kaibigan so sana. Ung friend group ko ngayon hindi na mawala saakin. For life na kasi sila SHSHSH.

 Anyway ayun sabaw pero kasi nasa isang sitwasyon ako na nakikita ko na yung purpose ko sa friendship namin. (Ibang friend group 2) And i must say, now i know. 

Kung may mga friends man ako sa group nayon na nakakabasa nito. Still im thankful i met you, but know that you are all hurting me. I understand na hindi nyoko sinusupportahan sa pagsusulat ko. Maybe some of you, hindi naniniwala saakin. And hindi ko alam kung bakit nung naipakita q grade q sainyo wala lang. Kala q kaibigan 2 wahahah, yet you all ignored me. Oky i get it, so yeh this may be the last time that i'll interact with you. 

At least I'm with a better friend group.

  I don't regret meeting you tho, it was fun while it lasted. 

That's all, this is yet again another chapter for random thoughts. 

Love lots, syn.