And it's not that I don't want "love"
It's that I'm afraid of love and what it can do to me again.
I'm afraid to be left alone,
And to be said with promises and plans and in the end, it will not happen
I'm scared of being with someone and thinking they'll leave again
But it's the reality of "love"
And I can't run away from it
Not everyone stays, that's what everyone says
It's a fact,
Our world is cruel, It's so hard to trust
The People we meet every day, can be a person that we'll love someday
But the sad truth about that is they can kill you in any way
I'm not sure if I'll love again
Because love
Fucked and messed me up pretty bad
Loving is sacrificing yes, that's right.
But is it still love if they leave for nothing?
It's a question being generalized,
To leave if everything is fucked up, or if you can't feel any love.
It's unfair, but it's the reality of life
It's unfair but it is what it is.
We can only just love and go with the flow
Because even if we question "love"
The answer is still not clear
So I guess I just won't love now
But I do hope I will again somehow
When I'm ready and the person that will love me will show me how amazing it is to love
Because I'm afraid of love and what it can do to me.
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Syn's Random Thoughts
Randomi made this book to interact with you. Baka parehas tayo ng thought. Anyway dito lang ako mageexpress ng mga nararamdaman ko. Feel free to share as well. -syn
