12:00 o'clock, it's Midnight
There's an important date that I always
celebrate, by that I mean we celebrate
But this month is different
This time, its not we, This time it's just me
Actually, maybe u are also celebrating
But even so, we are doing it separately
Alone, Numb, confused and full of unspoken truth
"Cry if you have too" My friends, said
How I wish I can just turn my thoughts into tears
But as of now, I can't feel anything
But I do know that tomorrow, will be painful
I guess tonight im ignoring it,
The pain,
The unfiltered thoughts,
The what ifs,
Tonight none of those came by
It's just the "I wish she remembers" with a bitter smile. And it's also the "if she won't remember, that's okay. I will then," with hope lingering in my mind.
Tonight, I'm making myself believe in impossible scenarios
Tonight I'm hoping,
Tonight I'm daydreaming,
Because I know tomorrow I have to face the truth, the reality
Actually, I lied, I can feel the pain now
Actually, I'm wrong, I'm just stopping my tears to stream down
I'm forcing myself to not break down
I lied, I'm not ignoring it
I'm preventing it,
And now that I let the pain in
I can't stop it.
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Syn's Random Thoughts
Randomi made this book to interact with you. Baka parehas tayo ng thought. Anyway dito lang ako mageexpress ng mga nararamdaman ko. Feel free to share as well. -syn
