Without You (KanaMari)

Planning

"How are the details coming along." Kanan asked, "I'm out of ideas......" Chika said, "Figuring out ideas is hard." Honoka said, "Oh, while you were gone, I ran home and got my photo album." Dia said, "Thanks, Dia. I'll pick out beautiful pictures of Mari." Kanan said as she looked through both photo albums and started choosing pictures. "These fit the song best. Let's use these." Kanan said, "Okay, I'll scan them into the computer." You said taking the photos to scan into the computer. "I think it's great what you're doing preserving Mari-San's memory in Aqours." Nozomi said, "Chika came up with the idea to make me feel better." Kanan said, "She wasn't going to come back to school. She was going to stay here crying all day." Chika said, "But you cried, so I came back to hug you." Kanan said, "Is it hard for you to do this?" Maki asked. "At first, it was, but I've gotten better," Kanan said. "Kanan, you just had a breakdown about how you couldn't go to college because you're still blaming yourself," Dia said as Kanan looked at her dance formation book. "I'm not leaving her. That's the end of the discussion." Kanan said as there was a knock on the door, and it was Mari's mother. "You ruined her future!!!!" Mari's mother said, "You mean the copycat? She shouldn't have tried to break in." Kanan said, "I thought I'd let you know that I'm moving Mari's grave to Italy." Mari's Mother said, "Then I'll move to Italy wherever Mari is, that's where I'll be." Kanan said, "You will not be permitted to see her, so there's no reason for you to go to Italy." Mari's mother said, "Mari won't be alone if I'm there." Kanan said, "Kanan....." Dia said, "Also, I'll need back that uniform." Mari's mother said, "No, I'm not giving it to you." Kanan said, "You have other things from her." Mari's Mother said as Kanan went upstairs and locked her bedroom door. "You know as well as I do that Kanan doesn't have anything else of Mari's, and you want to take away the last thing she has of hers!" Dia said, "She doesn't deserve it. She's the reason she's dead!" Mari's mother yelled. Dia hoped Kanan didn't hear that. "She would never have done it if you weren't pushing for Mari to study abroad. This is your fault!" Dia yelled, "That doesn't matter. Hug should kill herself and spare me of her life." Mari's Mother yelled, and then a Mikan hit her. "Kanan loves Mari-San you didn't see her when she died. You didn't hear her cry out her name every night. You did draw dolphins to comfort her. You didn't follow her to Mari-San's grave to ensure she didn't harm herself! Don't ever say that she should kill herself. She's thought about doing that. We stopped her. I'm not going to let you hurt her more!!!" Chika yelled, glaring at Mari's Mother "Chika's right. You weren't there, so don't say stuff like that when you don't know her mental health right now!!!!!" You yelled, glaring at Mari's Mother, "I think you need to leave now!!!" Dia yelled as Mari's Mother left, and Dia closed the door and locked it.

Chika and You ran upstairs to check on Kanan as they knocked on her bedroom door. "Kanan!!!!! Are you in there?!?!" Chika screamed, "Open the door, Kanan, please!!!!!" You screamed, but they weren't getting a response. They started looking for keys to unlock the door and found one and unlocked the door and opened it. "Call the ambulance. Kanan heard what she said!!!!!!!!!" Chika cried as Dia called the ambulance. You got Kanan down. "Her pulse is faint but there." You said as the ambulance came and took Kanan to the hospital. "You, we didn't protect her enough. She tried to commit suicide...." Chika cried, feeling like this was their fault as You found a note. "It's from Kanan...." You said, "Read it...." Chika said, "It says First Chika. You don't blame yourselves. I've been thinking about doing this for two years. I didn't because you two always stopped me this time, I lost the battle, but I'll be with Mari again, and I don't want you blaming yourselves. Tell Anna and my parents I love them. Tell Dia I'm sorry for doing this to her. If I live, let me do what I. Please let me stay with Mari. Kanan." You read, "It's the hospital!!!!!!" Dia screamed as Chika and You wiped their tears and went downstairs. "She's awake." Dia said, "That's great. Let's go see her right now!" Chika said.

They made it to the hospital and went into Kanan's hospital room. "Kanan!!!!! You're okay!!!!!!" Chika cried, hugging Kanan. "Mom and Dad said you can stay with us while you recover." Chika said, "It's fine. I'll be fine by myself." Kanan said, "No, you're staying with us so we can monitor you while you recover." Chika said, "Okay." Kanan said, "I'm sorry. Just hearing her say that pushed me to the edge. I'm sorry for worrying everyone." Kanan said "Onee-Chan you need to apologize to Onee-Chan Kanan-Chan." Ruby said, "Can we keep this a secret between us and not let Anna know? I've already asked my parents too, and they agreed." Kanan said, "Okay." Everyone said as Dia came in and everyone else left the room. "Kanan....I can't lose my best friend again....." Dia cried as Kanan remembered that day she was holding back her tears. "Hug," Kanan said, holding out her arms as Dia hugged her. "Seeing you like that, I thought I would lose both of my friends that day." Dia cried, "I probably would have if it weren't for Chika and You. The real reason I don't go diving anymore is that day the helicopter exploded over the ocean, and I fear going under......." Kanan said as tears streamed down her face. "You're afraid of your favorite thing....." Dia said, "She promised she would come back, then the helicopter exploded. My heart broke into a million pieces. She was gone and was never coming back. Somehow I have to accept that, but I can't; I can't accept it." Kanan cried, "You will always have her with you...." Dia said