if you fall for me...

trapped in an open cage

working Cary's position was simple. it was so easy that it wasn't even fun. they didn't make me feel as good as Ryan. it went by pretty fast. i was left to clean up after the last customer. the process was something i hated. it was policy to clean off all toys, and equipment before opening and closing. they didn't want the risk of spreading STD's. who would? Ryan came in.

"need help there?" i looked up and smiled. "you know, you dont have to clean. legally, your not a worker here." i shrugged it off. 

"yeah, i know, but shit, i don't really want to go home." he nodded. Rayn knew, like everyone else in the fucking world, what was going on in my family. the difference between them, and him, he didn't judged. if he did, he never let me know. i was completely fine with that. its not like i was going to tell him anything. "oh, do you know of anyone that gots a place hiring out of state?" Ryan smiled at me. ok, maybe i told him my plans to run away, but who cares? its not like he could do anything to stop me.

"no, nothing yet. sorry." he gave me a lazy smile. his smiles were really something. no matter what smile it was, it always brightened your soul. well, it made me warm inside for the moment. that was one of the reasons i liked to be around him. i wanted that feeling. it was some trace of love i never felt before. "but don't worry, i will let you know if anything comes up." 

"mm" i nodded as i went back to cleaning the toys. we didn't talk after that. it wasn't that i didn't want to, but i couldn't. it was to late to make any friends. i couldn't have a single thing tie me down when i was so close to it. i mean, seriously, i didn't study my ass off, take summer school for the last 3 years, and stay up all night to write A worthy essays just to flake out of my plans. everything was planed out to the very dote. all that was left, was picking the collage i wanted and move. i was still if-y if i was going to school in the fall, or if i would wait a year. it depends i guess. if the scholarship speaks right, then I'm down with it.

Ryan and i finished cleaning. we said our good-byes, and left. i walked to my parked car. i had to park down the street, about six blocks. because I'm still underage, they could get in a lot of trouble, so i had to. the walk was long and cold. the wind howled and whipped my hair around as if it was kit tails. i pulled my hair back, and rubbed the risen flesh down. i sighed, thinking about how nice it would be to have a normal life.

i could have one, even know, if i tried, but i didn't want to. i had the looks, the personality- if i dug it out- and the drive. in my family, no one is ugly, no one is... well socially challenged. i just choose to be. i mean, I'm a 5'2' girl with a size 3 jeans, weight of 112. i have a good butt, and more boobs then i care to have. a soft, heart shaped face. big, round blue eyes, with a green ring on the outside. light brown hair that curled like no tomorrow if it was shorter then my mid-back. my skin was a light mocha, thanks to my moms side of the family. summers tend to be a bitch because i get a little to dark to look like I'm their kid. although, that is the up side to it.

slowly i stepped to the front of my car. a 2006 Camaro ss. what am i doing with a sexy beast like that? lets say the only family member that was worth calling family put it in his will that the only way their friend could get the car dealership was if i was able to pick any car i wanted for my 16th birthday. love you uncle Sam. rest in peace. i unlocked the door and almost got in when i heard the voice.

"Silence..." it was so cold and chilling. the voice swirled around me. "i been looking for you. i should have guessed you would be in a place like that." i felt his heartless stare behind me. before i could twist around to look at him, he was pressed against me. my breath left my lungs. it burned so good. "i have been looking for a girl like you. tomorrow, i want you to eat lunch with me. i just want to talk to you." his breath was in my hot and cold in my ear. "until then..." i was was suddenly greeted with ice cold wind that sliced through my shirt. i turned to reject him. he wasn't there. i didn't have much of a choice now...

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i woke up that morning with the sun unnaturally sunny. my eyes felt like someone came and poured hot sauce in them. i groaned and rolled over. my clock said 7:08. what it translated to was, wake the fuck up, or you will miss out on that good parking spot in the corner in the shade. i rolled off the bed, and hit the floor hard. i sighed. wait to go, Silence. i bet you got a bruise growing on the side of your face now. a shaky sigh hissed through my teeth. 

"hey! get up!" some one banged at my door. it was one of my brothers. which one, your guess was as good as mine. "Silence! i got a favor to ask! let me use your car for the night!" that was my que. i had to leave. the last time someone lent someone a car, it ended up in the car was in the pound and totaled.

"no, you cant! i need my car! i got somethings that i need to do after school!" i picked up an out fit and ran to the window. mental note. buy a new door.  before i could open the window, the door was half way down. i looked back an smiled. the window flew open. "bye-bye brother!" i jumped out the window and crashed/rolled down the slight hill.

"i will get you Silence!" before he could think about following, i took off and got into my car. i had to go and get to school. a smiled creeped up on me. i liked being bad, it was fun. slowly i pulled into my parking space, way out in the east parking lot. no one was going to be over here for a bit, i started to change.

there was a tap on the window. a cold gaze looked over my body. i shivered. who i saw when i turned around was not a surprise. it was that guy. what was his name? i don't remember. i never asked. there was something in his look as well. something that said i was his. then he smiled a smile so sinister, i wanted to fall into him.

"my, my Silence. i do think your the right bird for my new cage."