if you fall for me...

family time

i had eaten the soup. Styxx had dragged me to the bathroom so he could remove his guts, and so i could brush my teeth. it wasn't that bad, even if i couldn't taste. i liked the feel it reminded me of great grandma's gumbo. something good came out of having a whore for a mother. i flossed my teeth as well, as i waited to Styxx to remove his face from the toilet.

"do you want me to old your hair back?" i smiled.

"ha ha ha." he spat. "that's so funny." Styxx glared at me it sent shivers down my back. he returned his face to the toilet. i laid on his back.

"ok, so tell me about this thing? about me and you getting married?" i wrapped my arms around him and blew in his ear. he held back a shiver. "was that some kind of joke?" he didn't answer. "come on, speak." i grabbed his crotch.

"shit! let go!" he began to get hard. i bit the back of his ear, and rubbed him.

"answer me Styxx, I'm not playing anymore." he grunted. i could tell he didn't normally get this hard this fast. "come on Styxx, just tell me, or else, you wont like it." i grabbed him harder.

"ah! damnit women! that hurts!" i bit his neck hard. "ok! fuck! my dad wants us to get married ok? he said that he wasn't going to put any of us in his will if we are not married! I'm the only one that isn't married because the other girls didn't work out!" i let go. he shivered.

"yo! Sty! dads back! its time for family time! we all want to meet our new sister!" 

"yeah! here! take her!" he pushed me out of the door and into a guy. he was super tall, and super cute. he was pale, but not like Cresil, but still pale. his hair was either really dark brown, or black. i couldn't tell because he had a buzz cut. he was really buffed out. looking at his arms made me wander if he could brake me just by giving me a hug. his eyes where like slits, amber slits, but they didn't seem in the least mean. 

"that's a bummer." i sighed. his eyes widened a little bit, from surprise. 

"what is?" he had a firm voice that made you think everything he said was written in stone.

"your eyes," i said. "you look mean, but your eyes... they don't say your mean. you must be the softy of the family, huh?" i tilted my head to the side. my curiosity peaked. i had the mind, and manner of a child in a new town. one corner of his mouth twisted in a nasty grin that made me... embarrassed as i am, wet.

"very perceptive, aren't we?" i nodded.

it wasn't that i was perceptive, it was that eyes where the looking glass to the soul. if you can open your mind to the world, the real world, then you can not hide yourself. not even Styxx can, because i know his every move, and weakness, just by looking in his eyes. losing most of my sense's, i had to have gained something right? 

"this way," he began to walk away. i followed behind him, memorizing where i went. i was so going to sneak out when everyone was sleeping. he chuckled randomly and opened a huge double door. i stepped through, and saw all of them. the whole family, i guess is what it was. more or less. smaller then mine, but it was still big. if they all lived here i understand why we have a mid evil castle in the middle of nowhere. they were loud.

everyone was screaming at everyone. some where in each other faces, others were defending some of those in each others faces. it was a family war that was only a hair away from from war. i was in awe, of how close they were. even though they were going to rip each others heads off, they were close enough to have reason to hate each other. at home, we don't even really talk to each other. we give each other names, or only know each other as siblings. most of the time, not even our parents know who's kid is who's. we are just children with some type of tie to one or the other.