if you fall for me...

bringing home a boyfriend... or something like it

one week ago, this new guy came to school. he was hot, and all the girls wanted him. just so happens, i seen this super hottie, and get a chance, an unwanted chance, to see what they where fawning over now. it turns out that he is some guy with the eyes of a demon, the persistence of a poltergeist, and the promise of the king of hell. this man was my match made in heaven... or hell. it was less then 24 hours, and he calmed me as his. the whole school of whore-ish girls are out for my blood.

"Silence, what are you doing?" i shivered at his hot breath on my neck. i was sitting in the grass by my car waiting for him, as instructed. Styxx chuckled a bit. he likes to make me... brainless like this. 

"nothing!" i pushed him away. it has been a week, and nothing has happened. he hasn't touched me in any sexual way, other then kissing, and any dark desires his eyes show me, have remained just images. "i was working on some homework i didn't do..." i looked in his eyes. they glowed, not like glow in the dark glow, but the type of glow you get when your really happy. it felt like someone shoved rocks in my stomach. 

"well, hey, Silcence, i was wandering... could i meet your family?" my heart raced. what the fuck? why the hell does he want to meet my family? he knows about them! is he insane? "relax, Silence! i just want to know where you came from. your so quiet and reserved. i want to pull you out of that shell without killing you." my heart calmed a bit, but not much.

"what am i? a snail?" i crossed my arms over my chest. "fine, but if you get the crap beaten out of you, its not my fault!" i gathered my stuff and got in the car. Styxx followed me in, bulking his seat belt. it was one of my rules. there was no way i was getting pulled over because he wants to be all cool and bad-ass.

Styxx pushed back the seat as far as it would go and put his feet up on the dashboard. this was his normal thing. i noticed when he is around me... when its just us, hes... more human like... calmer... yet he had the troublesome boy like aura. when he is around the others, he is all bad-assed, ganna stab you and rip out your heart and have you watch me eat it. his hair was wild and unkept. it made the hard lines on his face look softer when it was all over.

"Styxx... um... why me?" he peerked up, as if i said something intersting. the puase told me he wanted me to repeat it. "why did you pick me? out of all the girls that want you, and would do anything for you, why me?" he smiled, showing his teeth that looked whiter and sharper then normal.

"that is a good question. let me put it in these terms." he sat his seat up and looked at me. i pulled my eyes to the road so i could drive. "men are like farmers. the men in the family raise the women like cattle, like all families do. what do all farmers like to do? show off their cattle. the judges, men outside the family, like to choose one of your cattle." there was a smile in his voice. he enjoyed looking at me like meat. i relished the harshness of it. "we judges like to pick out the best, unfortunately, most of them don't look deeper then the surface, and get the bad cattle. i on the other hand take in everything, and get the best, and make them better. you, Silence, are the best. i most certainly will make you better." a smile creeped on his lips. it made me shiver. once again, is evil nature leaked out.

"i-is that so..." i couldn't find the words. Styxx, didn't mind. his hand rested on my thigh, making me think perverted thoughts. i drifted in to the other lane a few times, but it wasn't a big deal, to Styxx. he just laughed, enjoying my reactions, and near death as if it was a harmless ride. "can you please move your hand? I'm going to kill us both at this rate!" Styxx only chuckled darkly, sending me more shivers. 

"don't worry," he leaned in close to my face. my eyes constantly flickered back from him to the road. i smelt the sweet spice of his breath as it clouded my thoughts. once again i swerved into the on coming traffic. Styxx was laughing his ass off as if it was the funniest thing in the world. "c-come down girl! i wouldn't let anything happen to you, that isn't caused by me, that is." my body responded with a suppressed moan. Styxx only smiled.

"we'er here." i said quietly, stopping from saying anything more. being around him was very unhealthy. he makes me hot and cold. there is never a relaxing moment with him. "are you sure you want to meet my family? there is still time for you to run for the hills." i was hoping he would take my offer and completely ditch town, but he - yet again - only smiled.

"my dear Silence, don't underestimate me." he pulled closer to me. my body moved closer to him. "i am your master, am i not? what master would i be if i couldn't handle your family?" i felt him pull me in for a kiss. it made me hot and cold at the same time. his kisses were nothing like a book fairytale. it was... was like the dark side of the moon type a deal. nothing good came from it. he pulled me back into him. his back against the seat, me crammed between him and the dash. "open, Silence." he commanded.

i don't want to say that i fell for him, though i think there was a few times i proclaimed it. i did not fall for him. it was impossible. i was captured by him. his presence is like a web. i am the moth that cant fly away, while the rest simply hover around, acting as if they were. Styxx had pushed the buttons that no one has ever touched, and makes me want to die. his voice is like a drug. his presence is like a high. his eyes are like a promise land. there was, and never will be a better place for me then this.

"SILENCE!" my mother screamed. Styxx ignored her, and infiltrated my mouth with his tongue. i thought about fighting it, and for a moment, i thought i was. but, my body did what i desired, not was i demanded. my fingers intertwined with his hair so we couldn't pull apart. our bodies molded together. i was now hot, and practical begging. "SILENCE DESIRE AVARICE OLEANDER!" i hate my full name, because it reflects me a little to much. my mother was now banging on my window.

"yo mom! what are you-" i recognized one of my brother's voices. "what the fuck? first that bitch wont lend me her car? now she's sucking face with some guy?"  he was at the window now. "you little whore. your just like Elly!" Styxx pulled me out of the kiss.

"it looks like we made a bad first impression." he smiled. i glanced over at them, horrified. their faces red with anger. "oh well. it looks like we might have to go the whole way..." he lifted my shirt.

"wait!" i pulled back. my head whacked the top of the car. there was no where to go. "stop! I'm not ready for that! Styxx!" he laughed and bit above my belly button. i moaned and shuttered. it felt heavenly. he pulled back and opened the door.

"hello, Silence's mother. and who ever you are." he glared at my brother. which ever one that is. "my name it Styxx Dybbuk. i am Silence's boyfriend. i wanted to meet her parents under... lighter moods, but it don't seem possible. i was wandering if i could take Silence out for the weekend. to the beach in Florida." i floundered out of the car.

"you never said anything about taking me out? when did you decided to want to take me out? why to the beach? i cant even swim!" i stumbled next to him. Styxx covered his mouth holding back his laughs. i didn't find any of it funny. "its not funny Styxx! this isn't something you just be like, 'hey, I'm dating your daughter, by the way, i want to take her to the other side of the country for the weekend. by weekend, i mean the five day brake, because its this week starting Thursday.' that's not how it works!" i stumped off. Styxx laughed, but stayed behind to talk to my mom. knowing her, if Styxx bats his eyes just right, she will give in.

once in my room, i close and lock the door. i looked out the window and spy on my mom and 'boyfriend'. those words made me extremely happy. i sighed contently. the door clicked open. fear rise in me. my brother walked in. he was pissed. 

"i thought i made it clear, Silence. you can never have a boyfriend." he crossed the room and snatched me by my hair. i screamed out of habit and fear. he pinned me down on the bed. "i will punish you."

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thanx for reading. this has to be the most challinging story i writen so far. its kinda hard for me to find the right words with out repeating one word a lot. plz let me know what you think!!!