if you fall for me...

no one said life was fair

my father walked over to me and Styxx. he grabbed Styxx arm and pulled him to his feet in an alarmingly gentle manner. Lucifer, Styxx father, took Styxx under his arm. they walked away. my father knelled down to my level. he looked pained by looking at me. I watched him as he tried to unclench his over clenched jaw. he opened his mouth, but all that came out was a very frustrated and tired sighed. he got back to his feet. he half turned away. he looked like he wanted to leave, as if there was no hope. I was scared, because he might leave me, and for good. I only just got him.

"da-" I croaked before I broke into sobs again. I reached out blindly for him. i couldn't feel his presence. I couldn't feel anything. I felt all alone. for the first time in my life. there was no doubt in my mind that there was no one out there to help me. I was on my own.

"Silence..." I was picked up. I was crushed against a strong chest, one arm under my wings and the other holding my legs up. he sighed again, but softly. i cried in his arms. there was a lot of chattered that soon followed my cries. the students from the school had came out after everything was settled. my father hushed me and pulled me closer. "don't cry, i wont leave you. i promise i will be here for you." we started moving. i couldn't see past my blurry tears. all i knew was that we were moving fast.

at some point, we stopped. i could tell from the shapes and shades that we were at Styxx's house. my father walked in, and was greeted by children. the door was open to a room, and we were greeted by the rest. there was orders given, and shuffling. i was put on a soft bedding on the ground. i cried into the mound of fabric. my father stayed and waited by my side until i stopped.

"i... your mother.... i would have never guessed that she... she had angel blood in her.... a half angel...." he laughed, holding his hung head in his hands. "to think that I, the King of Hell, had fallen in love with the very thing i enjoyed destroying the most.... this.... its almost humors..." he laughed again, but with less heart. i could almost hear the cries that he tried to mask. i laid there in pain, as my wings were spread open to relieve my back of pain, watching him. "Silence.... I will protect you for as long as i can. I promise. once you have married, i will create another world, one where you will be safe, and no one can ever enter, no demon nor angel." he got up quickly, collecting what he had left of pride. "excuse me." he disappeared in a looming cloud of black smoke.

i folded my arms under my head, slowly letting everything come back to me. i had learned a grate deal of things once again. now, not only do i know i am not full human, but i have angel blood inside of me as well. i am a hybrid... something more feared then a half demon, or a half angel, but not as feared as a half angel and half demon.... 1/4 human, 1/4 angel and 1/2 demon.... what is next? I'm going to be an 1/8 fish? why is it so bad that an angel and  a demon fell in love? so what if they had a baby.... i wander if there is one out there... why must i be banished to hell? will it make a difference if i go to hell?

"Silence?" Styxx called. i looked up at him. his head was peeking through the door. "you ok?" he asked, stepping inside. he was dressed in only gym shorts. there was stitches, where he had been cut. he smirked at me. "heavenly weapons, its a real bitch to heal from one. it makes a demon feel like an injured human." he sat down on the floor next to me. "that must have been hard..." his fingers up the skin of my forearm. i tried not to shiver at his cool touch.

"what?" i sighed batting my eyes. "the fighting, or the waking up to see that i was killing a kid?" i huffed at him. he chuckled and laid in front of me, eyeing me. "I'm fine, i just wish these wings would leave, i want to get up and take a walk..."

"they will." he smiled. the smirk faded a few seconds later as his eyes locked onto my wings. "its so strange..." he whispered, lifting his head to get a closer look. i blushed, embarrassed about my indifference. i buried my face in my arms and hair.

"sorry that i'm something that you hate..." i wanted to be more sarcastic, but i couldn't... i was just to sad.

"no, not that." he said with a snotty tone. "its strange.... i think its very beautiful... and it suits you much better then the wings your father has.  and if you look at it, it looks like its snowing... its really pretty." he looked at me. "did you know, demons are named after who they are, it may be a power, or maybe a form. Styxx, my mom named me that after the Greek river that tied earth to the underworld. although there is many types, that is the meaning she picked for me."

"so... that means..." i looked at him with a childish glint in my eyes. she smiled, enjoying my innocent attention.

"that i have the power to open doors to worlds, any world. heaven, hell, earth, another dimension.... anything. that and i have a thing for.... rare plants." he smiled sinisterly. "i wander what your mother thought when she named you Silence..." he played with me hair. i shrugged slightly, not causing to much pain.

"i wander that my self. its such a strange name." 

"can i touch your wings?" he asked. now he was being childish. the question was very heavy on his mind the whole time thought. i nodded. he sat up and reached over, touching my feathers. he traced them all the way to my spine. he touched my back.

"AH!" I cried out. my body trembled, but i wasn't in pain. his hands rubbed gently on the base of my wings. "s-stop! Styxx!" i clinched onto my bedding. my body got hotter. moans slipped though my lips.

"oh, looks like it wasn't a lie." he pressed harder around the base of my wings. I twitched, trying to get away from his touch. "the base of the wings is a sweet spot, and because you like pain-" I felt his nails dig into my sensitive skin, tearing the flesh. I bit my lip, trying not to make a sound. "I have to mix some pain in your pleasure." he dug deeper. tears blinded me. "doesn't it feel good? do you want more?" he began tugging at my wings.

"Ahhh!" I screamed. "Styxx! more!" I cried. he kissed my cheek. "Styxx, more... more..." my body burned like it was on fire. i reached out and grabbed his leg. i pulled him close. "please Styxx! hurt me more!" i looked at him. he looked at him in shock. he pulled on the base of my wings again. a growl left my throat. i jumped up, pushing Styxx over. 

"alone for 5 minutes and your already getting touchy feely." someone walked in. it was Asmoday. he smiled with his snake like appearance. "you have it bad, Sty. I feel bad for lil sis on wedding night." he shook his head. "i guess someone had to be like mom."

"that's enough, leave her alone." in walked Styxx father. "she needs to rest, she has difficult times ahead." Styxx sighed and got up. they all walked out of the room. i was left alone. i curled up, pushing onto my knees and pressed my chin on them. i raised my wings as high as i could. the pain made me cry out. no one came. tears rolled down my face. i felt like my spin was being crushed. i opened my wings, moving them up and down. the pain never easing.

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i wasnt sure how to end it, so i thought that i would end it like this, ill work on the next chapter soon