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authors note. (slay)

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| I'm not crying, you are |
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My first ever author's note <3 #emotional

pre-warning- this is just me rambling. (LOL)

I'd like to start off this author's note by saying how damn grateful I am for everyone who read this story whilst it was in progress and continually showed me support throughout. I love you guys, sincerely, <3 I love every single one of you guys reading this nevertheless if you never finished it or thought it was shit <3

These people deserve THEIR OWN VERY THANK YOU BECAUSE THEY ARE AWESOME!!!!>>

mollyyyy- I wrote the character Mali for you cause you're a milf(as said on ur bracelet😏😏) thank you for your support <3 (if ur still reading, then hey:) )

Zara- I wrote Zara for you because you love cats and you have the cutest mf-ing cats in existence. And you always kept up with my updates so thank you and ily. (I was going to give Grisha's sister your name but it was too funny not to give it to the cat instead.

Zohra- thanku girly for letting me spoil the whole damn book for you before you even read it so i could share my excitement about the ideas i had. Love you.

Ammaarah- I wrote Ares for you cause you're understandably obsessed with reading(+smut?) too, (AND ASSASSINS) btw guys she claimed Sasha as her wife.

And I also gaslit them all into thinking Sasha was going to live.

Questions for YOU~

-what was your favourite and least favourite part?

-what made you cry the most? were there happy tears?

-did you accept his grovelling? did you accept her grovelling/proving herself?

-who was your favourite and least favourite character?

-any improvements or modifications for my next/future book(s)?

-write me a book review? ((with your rating out of 5 stars, thoughts etc, just like GoodReads) I am a sensitive hoe.)

-other thoughts?

-> I would also like to point out something stupid in my book because I like to torture myself. I realised when Devi is healing, the time frame I put it in was very short- like a month- so let's just pretend it happened over a MUCH longer period of time bc let's be realistic the timing I put is very off.

𝐈'𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐧-𝐞𝐱𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐲 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐞𝐱𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬: 𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐃𝐞𝐦𝐲𝐚𝐧'𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲𝐚𝐥 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐝?/ 𝐇𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫? or 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐞?

I probably knew it within the first ten chapters- the early portion- but there was a little hint given when Ares and Devi had their first encounter.
She said something like, "You can't tame them all [...]"

I would like to explain this by saying the name Demyan means to tame/subdue so that line was kind of ironic, you could say. That was the first clue I believe, do you know where I put the others?

Also, the piano piece I mentioned in a chapter by Dexter Britain is in the classical genre. And it was said that Demyan was driving that car before they did and it was his playlist. (I just HAD to mention that)