Over Again (Liam Paynes Fanfic, Does include other boys)

The one that saves me.

I hadn't really spoken to Liam, since i got out of the bath. He had made sure i wasn't in reach of anything that would provoke me to hurt myself. I felt a reassurance in my veins, a reassurance that Liam cared for me. I lay in bed thinking about the inncidents just an hour or so before. "What if you died" the word Liam so protectivley shouted to me. The four words ran around my head, i tried to answer them for myself. What if i had died?

I felt tears breaking through the strenth in my eyes, i tried so hard to hold them back. I closed my eyes. I could feel tears running down my cheeks onto the newly washed sheets under my head. I could hear my sobbing, i tried to control it but no matter how hard i tried i sobbed more loudly. Aimee had stayed at her aunts tonight. It was a good job, i couldn't let her see me like this. I tried to avoid sobbing to loud in fear of Liam hearing my fear and upset from the bedroom just accross the hall.

"Ana-Lucia" my attemps to keep quiet, failed as i heard Liams voice say my name from behind me. I tried to pretend i had been crying in my sleep, but i felt his breath against me knowing my plan had failed. I stayed facing away hoping he would either speak to me softly or just leave me to sleep.

Liams POV-

I could only make out faintly Ana-Lucias body shape. I knelt next to her, to prove her plans to aviod this were failing. I knew she was awake. She cried in her sleep alot. I can often hear her from my room. This cry was different. The words she yelled back at me, "Your over exaggerating Liam" were circling my mind. Was i though? I didnt think so and i still don't doubt my word were truthfully spoken, maybe i shouldn't have spoken them in such a harsh tone.

I touched my hand on her pillow. It was wet. She pulled it away tryiing to avoid me feeling the tear soaked pillow which hours earlier was soaked in blood. Blood which i had caused. I had caused it and the reason was unreasonable and untrue. I remembered the conversation between me and Louis earlier that day. "the best for Aimee" these word filled the circle the paniced "your over exaggerating Liam" was filling in my mind. 

All these thoughts must have been to much. I felt a tear roll down my cheek as i let out a small sob.I watched the  tears as they rolled down my cheek and landed also on the pillow where the tears from the vunerable girl cried just a few moments ago.

Ana- Lucia POV-

I rolled over hearing the sob from the figure i had earlier announced my feelings to. "Why are you crying Liam?" i whispered. "Ana-Lucia, i am in love with you too, i am so sorry for my reactions earlier today." Liam whispered back to me. I lay there in nothing but my bra and underwear. Liam stood up and turned on the light switch only for me to see it was still covered in the blood my body had released ealier. I hid under the cover knowing that if i were to reveal my arms i thought Liam would feel uncounfortable. He had seen some of my scars. Not many though. Just the ones mainly on my lower wrist where her had a quick glamse earlier. I covered up the rest when he started to scream at me earlier this evening. 

"Show me" he whispered. 

He shut the door. I felt fear flare up inside my lungs and the 22 year old asked me to reveal the many scars,  that told the story of my past and present, that lay upon my body. "Please" he encouraged. He only wanted to help. I feared if i showed him, he would think he was the cause of some of them. He started at me with a look of forgiveness. Slowly i reached my arms from under the covers, already many of my scars were visable to the eyes that were locked infront of me. I closed my eyes and held my breath as i removed the cover from my most bare body. I stood up next to my bed.

Liams POV-

Ana-Lucia stood up in front of me. Her eyes were closed and her breath was held. I walked slowly over to her and looked closer at her scars. They were everywhere. I reached my hand out.

Ana-Lucia POV-

I felt his arm rub against mine. I could feel his fingers outlining the scars placed all ove my body. Goose bumbs flared as he approached my vunerable skin.

Liams POV-

I rubbed my hand down a cut that had been done seeming like it was a long time ago as it had a clear scar marked down her beautiful body. I rubbed my hands down the outline. I realised it was reading a word. Just one. I traced the scar. W-O-R-T-H-L-E-S-S.

She opened her eyes as i traced my fingers around some of her other cuts and scars. She was beautiful. I could see words scared on her body. A word that stood out to me was written up her outter thigh. W-H-O-R-E. 

I stepped back and watched her fearful eyes lock into mine. I was in love with her. Scars and cuts or no scars and cuts. This girl was beautiful.

Ana-Lucia POV-

I watched his eyes as he scowered my body for more words that the two he recently traced with his hands. I watched pain and fear flood into his eyes. I felt a tear roll from my eye down my cheek then my neck until it was stopped my the fabric on my bra. I watched Liam as his eyes seemed to follow this one tear from the many running from my eyes. 

He walked over slowly to me reaching his right hand when he got close. I leaned in to me. "i'm sorry" i sobbed into my ear. He then kissed my ear.