Over Again (Liam Paynes Fanfic, Does include other boys)

Complicated Love

Love was echoing round my body. It had been two days since Liam had kissed me on the cheek. To me, the kiss meant something. When he stopped skypeing me, when i was in California, i felt like apart of me was gone. Over time i have slowly fallen in love with him. I loved him like we were a married couple. I had thought about dating him but if something went wrong, it would be so hard. His parents have adopted me, he has adopted my daughter. Things would be so awkward if things got difficult. On the other hand, Aimee needed a mum and dad who loved eachother, i want her to grow up thinking Liam is her blood dad not just adopted. Aimee is my life, i think i should talk to Liam about it.

Liam was at rehersal today so me and Aimee we making tea and some cakes to have when everyone got back from work. Aimee always asks questions about why i haven't been there, i just told her that i was working out there for a while. She was to young to understand and i don't think i would tell her tell her all the truth anyway. Liam and his parents got back just as dinner finished cooking. Aimee took the cakes out onto the table and i took out the rest of the dinner. We all sat down at the table, Aimee ran to the chair at the end like it was the queens chair, i sat next to Mum and Liam sat oppersite me. 

I didn't know what Liam felt. Sometimes i thought he felt the same way about me but other times it was different. While we ate, at most meals not just this one, he always glanced up at me, he tried to avoid me seeing him but i always saw him as i was always looking at him and his perfect hair. When he realised i was looking at him, he wouldn't look up for the rest of the meal. I really thought this was a sign that he loved me back. other times like in the park though he would hardly look at me when we were walking, he would just stare ahead or at Aimee while we were talking. I was so confused. 

The next day after breakfast we walked Aimee to dancing. While she was there me and Li went for a walk round te park to pass time. We stopped in the path and i grabbed his arm and turned him to look at me. He looked right into my eyes. "Liam, i've been hiding this feeling for so long." he looked worried at me. "I think over time has passed, i have fallen slowly in love with you". I looked at him, i thought i could see tears in her eyes. "Whats wrong?" i asked Liam, worried he didn't feel the same way. "I can't do this" he whispered, tears now were streaming down his face. "I'm sorry" he spoke as he walked off into the park. I shouted after him but her wuldn't turn around, i was going to run after him but i realised i would be late for picking Aimee up. 

Aimee asked several times where her daddy was. I told her he had to go to rehersal with the boys, i knew he would have gone to one of the boys houses, he always does when he is upset or after a argument, usually Louis's.

Liams POV-

As i left viewing distance of Ana-Lucia, i ran for it. I ran all the way accross town to Louis house hoping he would be on his own. I knocked frantically on the door. He finally answered by this time tears were streaming down my face. I shut the door, with a rush of worry. "Liam whats wrong" he asked frantically. "Louis i don't know what to do. I have fallen in love with Ana-Lucia but i don't know what to do, if things go wrong its going to affect Aimee so bad. We all have to live together. y parents have adopted her, i has adopted Ana-Lucias daughter. Things would be so awkward if things got difficult. On the other hand, Aimee needed a mum and dad who loved eachother, and i want to be her dad and i want her to grow up thinking i AM her dad." The words gushed out of my mouth. "Liam, Aimee needs you as you said, if you love her and she loves you its the best thing for Aimee. Think about her at this moment in time Liam. You love her, i can see it in your eyes. I think you should go back to your house and tell her you love her." There was a silence in the air. What Louis spoke was the truth. Aimee needed me. "Drive me" i asked.

Ana-Lucia POV-

On the walk back home, i left Aimee with her Auntie, i wasn't in the state to look after her. When i dropped her off, i ran home, i could feel heart break inside me. I could feel my heart tearing inside me. When i got home i ran upstair into the bathroom to get the razer. Once i got the new bladed razer, i ran into my room, slamming the door behind me and pulled off my coat. I had no words to describe how i felt so i just grabbed the razer and cut my arm. I cut four deep cuts in my arm. It was bleeding really bad, this didnt stop me though. The pain being caused from heartbreak needed to be taked away. My tears were dripping into the blood that soaked my arm. More cuts appeared. "STOP" i heard a scream behind me. "ANA-LUCIA STOP IT, PLEASE, PLEASE ANA-LUCIA! STOP IT! YOUR SCARING ME! PLEASE!" Liam ran over to me and snatched the razer from my reach. "YOUR SO STUPID! WHY DO YOU DO THIS, TO YOURSLEF; TO AIMEE; TO ME? " he screamed at me through tears. I looked up at him, i could make out his figure however the rest of him was blocked by my blurred vision from the tears in my eyes. 

He ran over to me and took his white t-shirt off and wiped my arm with it. He used a tissue to wipe my eyes. "NEVER DO THIS AGAIN ANA-LUCIA!  WHAT IF YOU CUT A VAIN? WHAT IF YOU SLIPPED AND CUT YOU NECK? WHAT IF YOU LOST TO MUCH BLOOD? WHAT IF YOU DIED? WHAT WOULD HAPPEN TO AIMEE? WHAT WOULD YOU THEN? THINK ANA-LUCIA THINK?" What was he talking about, it was just a few cuts. "YOUR OVER EXAGGERATING LIAM!" He grabbed me vigerously and put me infront of the mirror. Blood was leaking through the blood red t-shirt. My t-shirt was covered in blood. There was blood in my hair. In my bed. In my clothes. Blood everywhere. "I'm sorry Liam" i cried. "Get cleaned up, i'll start to run the bath for you" he muttered. "Liam" he turned his head slightly to look at me. "I'm sorry." i whispered.