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AUTHERS NOTE, THIS CHAPTER IS DEDICATED TO GABI, WITHOUT HER I MAY HAVE JUST LEFT THIS BOOK BUT SHE HAS FORCED ME THANKS GIRL.

Louis and Eleanor had been helping us out so much with the wedding, they were planning everything for us. I had stuck to the diet and had now gained weight bringing my clothes size to a 4, a small 4 but it was ok for me. The wedding was tomorrow and i still have no idea what i was wearing, Eleanor and I had been out trying dresses on earlier in the day and she said she was going to go back out later and buy the one she think suited. I was nervous because some of them i really didn't like. I also wanted a dress with either three-quater length sleeves or long because i didn't want my scars showing up on the photos or for other people to be seeing them.

Liam and Louis had driven down to cambridge yesterday to try some suits on and were also bring Aimee back up on the way, she had been enjoying her school and was getting use to the travelling. 

Me and Eleanor were left for a girly evening before the wedding day. We were lying on my bed with a face mask on. "Don't be nervous Ana-Lucia" Eleanor comforted me. "I'm not nervous" i laughed, edvidently giving away my nerves. "You do want this don't you?" Eleanor checked. "Yes, yes of course i do" I convinced her. I did want this so bad, i was just worried. I got up to go and get some chocolate, we were going to have a girly night, just the two of us. 

I walked down the stairs carefully so my face mask woldn't slip into my eyes. I saw a note had been pushed through the letter box. "I will see you tomorrow, by the way open your curtains all we can see is your siloette". What? What was this? It scared me a bit but then I thought it would proberbly be a practical joke, I hadn't had any trouble in so long, it wasn't all going to come back to me just before my wedding day was it? 

I walked back up stairs, not giving the note a second thought. Eleanor was sat on my bed looking at me like she hadn't been fed in years, from the look of her she hadn't. We sat on the bed pigging out on all the beverages I had bought up from downstairs. "i am so glad you got me back into this stuff thank you" i smiled whilst shoving around 10 fruit pastels in my mouth at one. Eleanor laughed at me. I could feel my cheeks turn red with embarrasment when I realised what I was doing. 

"Do you remember when you first met Louis?" I asked Eleanor as we lay in bed, in just a few hours it would be my wedding day. 

"As a matter of fact I do, I remember every moment. He bumped into me whilst he was shopping knocking loads of the clothes out of my hand. He apologized with a smile on his face. I was looking into his beautiful blue eyes and he appeared to be looking straight back into mine and it kind of just went from there, it was true love" Eleanor spoke back to me. 

"That is so cute girl, I wish it was like that with me and Liam" I forced a smile, jealousy in my mind, not a mean jealous, I was just being hopeful really.

 She smiled at me. "Yours and Liams love was meant to be, you let him see who you are and let him protect you, you need a lot of courage for that. Liam is smitten with you, I have never seen Liam like this and neither has Louis and you know how long they have been friends."

I smiled, I was smitten by Liam too, like I had never felt before, my intro to life hadn't been to good and he rescued me from hell. I loved him and nothing would change that, ever. 

"Night El, thank you for everything you have done for me, you my best friend and I don't want to oose you" I shut the light off on the switch to the left of me. 

"I love you Ana-Lucia, I will always be here for you." Eleanor replied to me. I lay still in the bed, tomorrow it would be it. I was getting married to the guy I thought I had no chance with ever, in fact I didn't think i would make it to 15 so to be getting married now is insanne, before my 19th birthday to Liam, no not Liam from One Direction, Liam the guy that rescued me from hell.

I shut my eyes, before I knew it, it would be my weeding day. 

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"GET UP SLEEPY HEAD! GET UP GET UP GET UP! ITS TODAY! ITS TODAY! ITS TODAY!" Eleanor screamed at me whilst throwing pillows, teddies and cushions repeatidly at me. 

"IM UP IM UP IM UP! STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!" I begged laughing. 

"I SEEM MORE EXITED THAN YOU DO! OMG YOU GETTING MARRIED TODAY!" She continued.

I laughed. I was so exited. We were going to a hair and make-up artist Louis had booked for us, it was going to be a small wedding, we didn't really want anyone to know, we would end up having all of the fans there and I didn't want that and neither did Liam so we were keeping it quiet. 

I opened the curtains, the sun was shining and it was perfect. "Ooops" Eleanor spoke from behind me. 

"What?" That didn't sound to good. 

"I don't think this wedding is going to be as small as you hope, check your twitter" Eleanor spoke to me worried. 

I grabbed my phone off the top of the draws behind me. 

@LIAM_PAYNE_IS_MINE: HOW CAN YOU BE DOING THIS TO ME, LIAM IS MINE

another one read

@ANA_LIAMCIA_FOREVER: YOU TWO ARE PERFECT GOT ABOUT 600 PEOPLE COMING TO THE WEDDING FROM ONE OF MY FACEBOOK PAGE.

I want reading through them all but I realised there wasn't going to be a small wedding at all. 

"Oh well, I don't care about the haters anymore, I have more to care about. I love Liam and non of them will change that, as for the Ana-Liamcia shippers, they can come to the wedding but if they take anything to far I will go insane" I spoke sternly. 

"It doesn't matter right now, Ana-Lucia, they stylist will be here in a minute". She wasn't wrong, it didn't matter right now and the stylist was downstairs knocking on the door. Eleanor ran downstairs in her white dressing gown to let her in guiding her upstairs. 

"Hiya Ana-Lucia, I hear its your big day, now tell me exactly how you would like you and your lovely bridesmaid to look" she spoke kindly. 

I started to tell her. In less than 7 hours I would be married to the person I have loved for all of my life, even before he knew I existed.

I sat on the stool she had brought along with her. I was looking in the mirror as she was working on me. Her hair was straight and long, the colour of strawberrys, it was so nice. Her eyes were as blue as the summer sky. 

I felt her curling my hair frombehind me, i could feel the heat off them. My eyes we now on Eleanor, she was waiting anxiousl for hers to be done. I smiled at her, my teeth white as the clouds. 

It was no Eleanors turn, we had both now had our make-up done now it was just Eleanors hair to do. I was getting nervous now. I looked behind me at the white dress hung on my wardrobe, it was still wrapped up but I just wanted to get it on and ready. I looked at the clock, 2 hours until the limo would arrive here, an hour wold be taken up by doing Eleanors hair, the rest was just getting ready. 

I sat tapping my foot, time was going by so fast. I was nervous but more exited i think. Wow. This was insane. I could feel butterflies in my stomach. I was scared. There was no need to be scared right. I closed my eyes for a moment. 

The next thing I know Eleanor had just paid the stylist, Ariana. "How much was that?" i asked her, I still hadnt pursuaded her to tell me yet. 

"That doesn't matter, now get those clothes off and put that beautiful dress on" she giggled. 

I slid the dress on followed by the shoes. Wow. I have never felt so good in my life. I think I acctually looked, beautiful. 

"Wow, you look stunning." Eleanor told me.

"Thank you El, for everything."

"Don't you dare cry after I have just paid nearlly half a grand for you hair and Make-up." she yelled. 

"WHAT?" i laughed, by her reaction I dont think she was joking. 

KNOCK-KNOCK-KNOCK

My eyes widened at the knocking, I knew who it was, the butterflies, unwelcomed, came back into my stomach.

"The Limo is here."

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