Sunflower

Chapter 5

The sun was hiding behind all the heavy clouds knowing that today wasn't the day to shine.Everyone dressed in black .Including me ,I never really dressed in all black .But for this day I had to.I was standing next to my mother and my brother on the other side of her.We all held hands ,with our heads down: tears streaming down our faces.The pastor was reading a passage out of the holy bible.My father inside a golden wooden box.That wooden box will go down a few feet under the ground .Taking my father back into the nature.Leaving us in the living world.

"Sweetie what are you daydreaming of?" Mother asked while driving me to school.I didn't think of school and nor did I care of it."Nothing much ,I was just wandering if I have everything for school,but I don't have the energy yet." I said looking through the window. Mother looked over at me and smiled ."Sweetie I know the first day is going to be hard ,but it will be over soon." She said.

We were there in less then 20 minutes ,the school building was tall and old.The gates looked like prison gates,thick and surrounding the buildings.Everyone was busy with something.There were different crowds and groups.You could tell who goes best with what crowd or group.Mother was also taking in the surrounding and all of the students,she looked kinda horrified.Looking over at me ,she asked :"Are you alright ?" I stared down at my bag lying on my lap."Yes I am alright mom." I replied not knowing if I am really alright ."Sweetie take it easy and give yourself some time to adjust and you can call me any time if you need me."Mother said while squeezing my hand lightly."Bey mom." I said before kissing her cheek and climbing out of the car.

As I was stepping onto the school grounds I felt like: prey,mystery box,fresh meat,competition,newbie,nerd,ugly.Every possible word that describe new kid ,I felt like.The wind lightly blew against my face ,gently blowing my baby hair behind my ear .I was so sure of my outfit this morning but seeing how everyone looked at me I felt unsure.Did I forgot to get dressed because it felt like I was wearing underwear ,how some of the eyes looked at me.Or was there a label on me saying : NEW SLUT AVAILABLE.

After that terrible way of entering my new school and all the eyes on me ,I got to the head office. The principal wanted to meet me personally and inform me of rules ,school grounds,sports and do's and don'ts .I didn't really listened to him ,I was admiring all the pictures on the walls and trophies on the shelves. "I hope you are feeling welcome here and lastly I heard about your father and from my side I am terribly sorry for your loss." I did listen to those words.I didn't liked those words and wish he never said that ."Here is your time table with all the information that you will need.If you need any assistants I would gladly get you a escort ." He said handing me a time table."Thanks and no need I will find my way around ." I said while standing up, he as well stood up to greet me with the hand ,he was not that tall and he was dressed in a black suite with a tie.I guess pointed shoes as well. He looked middle aged,with the little grey hair that is visible and 'wealthy' steams of his body .I greeted him and left for class.

The halls looked like something that could suck you in most likely,everyone was standing around ,busy on their phone or collecting books from their lockers,gossiping or fooling around with one another.I didn't get it lucky because I had to look for my locker .My number was 406 which means it would be located at the other side of the hall.I squeezed between smelly ,dirty,sweaty bodies .I got :swear words,elbows,glares and grumpy looks,some hands on my ass and horny complements as I was squeezing through the teens.I spotted my number as soon as I got a closer look at the lockers number.I gave one last squeeze towards my locker and boy didn't I miss that fresh air.

As soon as I reached my locker everybody was almost gone ,I was busy stacking my locker with books and also some sweets.As I was busy a boy and girl stormed around a corner.I instantly recognized them. Next door girl and blue eye monster."You are so fucking unbelievable ,I hate you .Why in the hell would you cancel dinner with my family.You don't take this relationship serious Stefan!!!!" She screamed angrily while walking on her heals furiously.I started quietly laughing for how she tries to walk fast and scream on the same time.Not to mention that the shortest of short skirt is shrinking around her legs as well and her balance is way off looks like she can fall any moment .Best describes is a cat in high heals.