My eyes are so tired of crying. I touched my face to feel my eye bags. God! They're huge and swollen. I covered myself with my blanket to disguise my oh so emotional state. I grabbed my phone under the pillow where my head is rested. It's 2:00 in the morning. Bullshark! I've been lying here in my bed for 4 hours. My cousin-which is sleeping beside me is snoring. My grandparents-which are on the other bed are snoring. And I'm here covered in my sheets crying.
Oh, why does love hurt so much? I happen to be a big fan of love. It gives you happiness, peace of mind, hope and it brings out the best of you. Anyway, I only consider this positive side because it's just relieving but this time, I acknowledged that at the same time, it friggin gives you heartache whenever your hopes are too high that the magic of love couldn't surpass your imagination of surprises and efforts.
Falling in love gives you butterflies in the stomach. It's like everything that's happening to the universe is at the right place when you're in love. Everything looks good even though it's dirty and too rugged. Everything smells good even though it smells like shit, especially a cat's shit. Everything is at peace even though your stuck in traffic for 2 hours and you could only say 'it's okay, at least I could close my eyes for a bit' when you know your already close to cursing hell for the stupid cars and trucks that are flooding the streets. Love has it's own magical ways to turn the world upside down. And it's just splendid. Nothing else in the world could do that. Not even money-I guess.
I closed my tired-of-crying-eyes and wondered. Why?
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Roller Coaster Love
RomantizmPeople say that love moves in mysterious ways. Find out how Alexis played the game of love. Love is indeed a roller coaster ride for Alexis as she met different guys in a different walks of like. Who will be the guy?
