✨Jj Maybank imagines✨

Three words Eight letters

Summary:Jj and y/n have a toxic relationship but when jj asks for forgiveness he doesn't get the awnser he expects.
Warning:Swearing

Me and jj have been dating for a while now to be exact 2 years 265 days and approximately 5 hours but who's counting but me and jj go way back we have been friends since kindergarten; however for the past 427 days things between me and jj haven't been going well,we fight for hours on end,we don't trust each other anymore,we are more jealous and possessive in a unhealthy way and it just feels like we are going in circles one endless loop reliving each and every spiteful emotion we have towards each other which grows stronger each day .

The best thing would be to break up but we love each other to much to do that; I guess sometimes love isn't enough.

Today we got into an even worse fight.We where at a party together and I went to get a drink and I came back to see the girl who had been all over jj kissing him but what hurt the most is that he didn't even stop her.After that the car ride was dead silent,it felt like we were in the car forever even though it was only a couple of minutes until we were at my house; my parents are on a business trip and we didn't want to go to the chateau because we didn't want the pogues to hear us fight.

How did we know we would fight in advance? Well lately that's all we do.

I unlocked the door jj following behind me. I throw my keys on the counter in the kitchen with a loud sigh.

"What the hell was that jj"I ask

"What do you mean"

"You know exactly what I mean"

"She kissed me"He said rolling his eyes at me and retreating to the lounge and sitting on the sofa.

"Yes I know but you didn't stop her,you just stood there."I say raising my voice but jj just remanded silent lowering his head.

"Do you even care about me anymore"I question the boy tears welling in my eyes

"Of course I care y/n"

"Really because the way you have been acting lately says otherwise"

"How I have been acting are you serious this is your fault"

"Really my fault?How so."

"Your always flirting with boys y/n not to mention you bearly talk to me"

"How dare you accuse me of flirting when you will just let a random girl kiss you and you have no right to say I don't talk to you when your the one that ignores me..."I pause tears running down my cheeks as I try to catch my breath "When I'm the only that try's"I breathe out pain evident in my voice

Jj stands up,walking up to me at a pace that makes my heart race out of fear,coming face to face with me.

"YOUR A BITCH Y/N TOU KNOW THAT.I NEVER LOVED YOU! "Jj screamed

My vision has become more blurry as more tear spill out of my eyes nether the less I could still see jj's face fall as he realised what he had said.

"Baby you know I didn't mean it, I-I'm sorry"He said stepping forward reaching for my hands only for me to move away from him

This is what happens on a daily basis me and jj get into a fight about something and one of us saying something that hurts the other it's not rare by now it's a regular occurrence,a tradition even;every time we forgave each other however I don't think I can forgive him for this but whenever we got into a fight neither one of us said anything along the lines of 'I don't love you' until today.But now I'm tired I was done with jj's shit. I couldn't handle my heart getting hurt anymore.
Jj most likely expected a 'it's fine, I love you' or a 'don't worry about it baby I know you love me ' however I don't know if he loves me anymore.
But what three words and eight letters he probably didn't expect that I said was...
"I hate you"