✨Jj Maybank imagines✨

The other women

Summary:Y/n realises she is the other women
Warning:Mentions of sex(not described in detail) ,alcohol

{The Pogues and y/n are 25 in this imagine}

Me and jj had always been best friends since we were in diapers; we were always the closest ones out of the Pogues. For years I have very strong feelings towards jj, whenever I was with him my heart felt like it would beat out my chest but of course I never told him my feelings because he was in a relationship until a couple of months ago a couple of drunken words turned into a string of bad decisions.

A couple of months ago:

Me and the Pogues decided to go to a club and party since work made us quite busy and we hadn't got to spend much time with each other like old times.
I was wasted and was trying to ring the rest of the pogues but the only one I could find was jj so I thought I might as well go sit with him.

"Hiiiii jj"I slurred sitting down on the seat next to him

"Hiiiii y/n"Jj replied

He was wasted like me too.A couple of shots late, me and jj were talking about some random stuff until...

"I like you jj"I blurted out

"Yeah i like you to y/n"Jj said in a confused tone

"No I mean like like you"I confessed
I turned my head the other way so I wouldn't have to look at his face while I get rejected however I felt his calloused Hand on cheek gently guiding my face towards his until his soft lips met mine.

End of flashback

Ever since that night me and jj had been secretly hooking up for months but to make it worse he was getting married next Tuesday to my best friend.Each night with or without jj in my bed I had endured countless nights of sleep lost due to my guilty conscience;I was sleeping with someone's fiancé however I loved jj to much to let him go.

I had been counting down the days each minute filled with paranoia of when I might get the call or the text that he needs to break up what ever is going on between us and to be we honest I wouldn't blame him this was my fault if only I kept my mouth shut.

Next Tuesday (jj's wedding)

Next Tuesday rolled around quite quickly but I haven't got the call or a text from jj yet but I guess I'm just going to have to see him at the wedding.

The Wedding:

Jj was standing at the altar with a crisp black suit on smiling he looked so happy; I was the maid of honour so I was standing very close jj, I tried to smile to mask what I was feeling inside. I was dying inside not only is the love of my life marrying someone else but I was the reason my best friend is getting cheated on some friend I am.The feeling of guilt and betray coursed through my veins making me feel sick I just don't get how jj could stand there and just act like everything was ok erasing all that we have done over the past months like it mean nothing, that's what hurt the most.

Jj sends me a look, a look that says it all I send him a reassuring smile even though I didn't really mean it.
I watch as jj's face lights up as he sees the bride walking towards him in a angelic white gown.

I'm not really focused on the ceremony until I hear them both say 'yes'.

Jj loved me but not enough to stay.He chose her.
I was the other women.