celestial paradox

𝓅𝓇ℴ𝓁ℴ𝑔𝓊ℯ - 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦

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"𝐃𝐢𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭?"

I looked over to her, baffled in confusion. "Did what hurt?" I mumbled. Her eyes then shift up to my forehead before dancing over my eyes. A softness finds its way on her face.

She scooted closer to me. The was sun shining down on her making her skin give off that glow it always does.

I didn't think Y/n could get anymore beautiful but she looks beautiful with the glow of the sun shining down onto her smooth skin.

And I mean, come on, look at her. She's gorgeous. She'll never know how difficult it is for me to keep my hands off of her. She has these little stubborn strands of hair floating around her face that are just begging to be tamed. Hopefully, by me. I have to remind myself to stop staring every so often. But I can't help it.

She stuns me.

Her hand rises to my head, it's only then that I feel her cool fingers on my forehead that I notice the dull burn of a cut, a broken layer of my skin. "This. Does it hurt?" She frowned when she saw how her fingers affected me. I tried not to flinch but the pain caught me off guard.

I can't control myself when she's this close.

I open my mouth to speak. I've been staring at her, my thoughts on the tip of my tongue. "No, not until you touched it. I didn't even know it was there." She tilts her head, hair falling over her exposed shoulders.

I've always loved her hair.

Her lips pucker in that cute frown that never fails to get my knees weak. It's her thinking face. Sighing she gently holds my face in her hand, caressing my cheek. Her eyes doe over.

"I'll make sure to patch you up when we get back then." She said that so effortlessly, like it wasn't a problem at all to look after me, take care of me. And then she smiles. It's small and sweet, nothing like the sarcastic witty ones she's been giving off today.

My favorite ones are in moments like these. The way her eyes shine and her entire face lights up when she speaks about the things she loves.

It's a smile that shows the real her, the girl I've fallen in love with. The same girl that has put up a wall to act tough and strong all the time, and the smile is only for a moment and that's what I was able to capture. It wasn't enough time for me to engrave it into my brain. And just as fast as it comes it goes.

I catch her eyes and nod mindlessly, god she made me weak.
Her cold hand found mine and I never want to let go.

How could I not fall in love with the mere sight of her when she looks so beautiful under the sunlight. And that smile. My god, that smile is everything and so, so much more. Y/N is a beautiful mess. She's chaotic and sensitive, and has a bit of an attitude problem but I still wanted nothing more than to get lost in her mess.

Because getting lost in her, means finding myself. I will always want more with her. She's my first love, my only love and I'm no longer letting the past stand in the way of her being my last love.

There was a burning desire inside of me that was eager to know every single, little detail about her. I wished she would continue talking forever. I needed to hear more, see more.

I've always been so drawn to Y/N because she's real, she's raw, uncut. She always speaks her mind, she doesn't give a flying fuck what anyone thinks of her.

And being trapped in a world filled with a bunch of fakes, frauds and phony's, that's a beautiful thing.

Y/N williams I won't let you down, I swear it.

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