spiderman imagines (oc & reader)

panic attacks

*Tom Holland's Peter Parker*

Now Peter was y/n's go go person whenever she had a problem. Because in all honesty y/n liked the brunette boy and will always listen to him. But today was different, y/n wouldn't speak to Peter at all. So as the day went by she did everything she could to avoid him.

And she was doing great until the last bell rung. When every member of the friend group had y/n stuck in one hallway with Peter standing a few feet away from her. By the time y/n actually looked Peter in the eyes everyone else had left the building except the group.

Y/n immediately looked away and held her jumpler sleeves in her hands, trying to stay calm. But when Peter poke it absolutely broke her into peices. Because she could hear the pain and sadness in the boy's voice.

"Why are you avoiding me?"

Y/n didn't answer she just clutched onto her jumper sleeve.

"Y/n what have i done for you not to talk to me all day?"

That scentance was enough to make y/n turn all her attention to the boy who was still standing a few feet away "You haven't done anything."

"Then why are you ignoring me?"

Y/n's trying so hard to keep her heart rate slow and steady.

But Mj was quick to figure out why she was ignoring him "your panic attacks that's why you're not speaking to Peter."

She didn't even have time to think of an answer to that because Peter had begun to talk again "Y/n why didn't you tell me?"

"Do you even care?"

"What?"

She immediately regretted saying that to him because she loved Peter and the sound of pain in his voice as he answerd y/n was horrible. And enough to make y/n want to cry and punish herself for doing that to him.

"Of course i care y/n why would you think i don't? I've always been here for you and i always will be so just talk to me.......please?"

Y/n wanted so much to go and hug the poor boy. She felt so bad for saying that to him and now she didn't know what to say because despite it Peter was still being kind and patient with her.

"I-i can't I'm sorry i have to go i-"

She was cut off "No do not walk away from me!! I am trying to help you because i care so if you walk away now then there's no coming back.....o-our friendship is no more" The amount of pain Peter was in could easily be heard by anyone but y/n heard it the most because she caused it.

And y/n didn't take another step, she stood there contemplating wether to move again or fix it. She didn't want to loose Peter because of her anxiety and she didn't want to take another step if it meant she'd loose the love of her life.

"Peter you don't get it....you don't understand my panic attacks are different from Mj's"

"Then help me understand just please don't leave just talk to me and I'll help.......i promise"

Y/n turned back around to face Peter with tears threatening to spill and her lip trembling. But Mj and Ned didn't dare interfere for the sake of this friendship or maybe more.

As soon as Peter saw one tear roll down y/n's face, he dropped his bag and ran to y/n. Indulging her in a hug, burrying his face in y/n's hair.

However Peter said three words as he burried his face in y/n's hair and those three words shocked
y/n. She let Peter hug her until he pulled away, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear for her.

Flash watched in annoyance because he knew he wouldn't like what comes next. Peter cupped y/n's cheeks and smashed their lips together. Y/n didn't hesitate to wrap her arms around Peter's neck and kiss back. Everyone else just kinda stood there awkwardly.

When the two pulled away the put their foreheads together, Peter was the first to speak "I love you" followed by y/n's "I love you too."

That was the start of a fixed duo, a relationship ans the four of them being Y/n, Peter, Mj and Ned knew the panic attacks wouldn't get so bad for a while.