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Chapter Sixteen: Honest

KAKUYA POV

It's been two weeks since I lost my virginity to DeVante. It felt right and wrong at the same time. I finally got to make love to my best friend, but I cheated on my boyfriend too! UGH! Things between me and Tupac haven't been the same. We fight all the time, we don't see each other, and now he just got out of jail for the umpteenth time (he posted bond)...but this time seems to be VERY serious. So much so that he wouldn't tell me until we got home.

Me: What did you do?

Tupac: Baby....it's not what you think. I didn't do it, you know me.

Me: Fess up. Man up, TELL....ME...THE...TRUTH!!!!!!!!!

Tupac: Remember that time we argued and I left with Treach to go to the club? I went there, met a girl....took her back to my hotel room and she gave me head.

I know I did wrong, but I would never give DeVante head and go back to Pac like nothing happened! I got up and moved away from him. He sighed and kept talking to me.

Tupac: I passed out drunk and a few hours later she was yelling at me, talking about I raped her.

Me: WHAT? YOU'RE—-

Tupac: I didn't do it, I told you man!

Me: What are you being charged with?

Tupac: Sexual abuse.

I rolled my eyes and walked around in a circle....I know that Pac didn't do it, because he would never take something from a woman like that, he was raised by nothing but females. However, it still doesn't excuse the poor judgments he made that night. Wait wait, I can't talk, I did it with my best friend behind his back! Since we're being honest, let me fess up too. Here goes nothing.

Me: Really?

Tupac: Oh, like you ain't did no damage in this thing? I know something's up. You change your perfume, you don't wear bras anymore, and we haven't fucked in a while! You got a side nigga, don't you!?

I fell silent.

Tupac: Answer me!

Me: Yes! Okay fine, I'll admit it.....I lost my virginity to someone else....

He eyes went into shock and he balled his fists up.

Tupac: Who?

Me: I-

Tupac: Don't play with me girl, tell me who it is!

The tears fell down my cheeks and I wiped my eyes. Pac exhaled and knew....I didn't have to say nothing else!

Tupac: DeVante Swing? Really? Out of all the niggas you could have fucked, DEVANTE SWING!??? HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME!???

Me: How could I? You weren't there for me! You've cheated too! Don't like you're a victim, Tupac. You've done things too!

Tupac: Man whatever.

Me: You know what? Why are we together if we keep hurting each other?

Tupac: You wanna leave, there's the door.

I can't believe he's gonna quit just like that. I mean, we're hurting each other and that's not what a relationship should be based on!!! I went into the bedroom, packed my things and left. I have love for Tupac, but my heart belongs to DeVante. I'm just sorry I had to realize it this way.