I'm sorry. I haven't abandoned you all, I promise! There's just..a lot going on and nothing going on at the same time. I don't know. Just a short update and things will be back to normal soon with longer chapters.:-)
Caspar's POV
'Joe?' I said quietly.
He was laying across the sofa, he legs resting on my lap.
I leaned over to find him fast asleep, bless him.
'Bed time.' I whispered, lifting his legs up from me and picking him up. Cradling him in my arms, I carried him to the bedroom and put him to bed.
'Night Caspar.' He murmured, half asleep still.
'Night Joe.' I kissed his forehead gently, getting in to bed and cuddling up next to him.
Tyler's POV
'Everything okay Tyler?' Troye asked from the other end of the sofa.
'Mmhmm' I nodded, turning my attention back to the TV.
I couldn't even say yes.
I didn't want to worry anyone, I know I can talk to them it's just..difficult.
Zoe and Alfie were also in the room, obviously because we are at theirs, we were watching some films.
'You sure mate?' Alfie asked, looking concerned. He had his arm slung around Zoe, she was sat in front of him; leaning into him.
'Yeah.' I smiled, throwing some popcorn in their direction.
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'You can talk to us Tyler, we don't want to push you, it's just; we worry.' Alfie explained, Zoe nodded in agreement.
I smiled gratefully. 'I know. It's just difficult to explain you know?'
Troye moved closer to me, our shoulders brushing. 'I get it. We just want you to know that we're here, whether you want to talk about it or not is your decision.'
I subtly took his hand in mine and squeezed it. 'Thanks guys.'
We all turned back to watching the film but I felt very aware of the fact that me and Troye were very close right now.
I normally didn't take much notice, we are best friends so you don't think much of it. I flirt with all of my friends jokily, they don't take it seriously.
But, I know I've been having feelings towards Troye for while. But I have pushed it to the back of my mind, it's not something I wanted to think about so I pushed it away just like I pushed him away.
I turned to look at him, finding him already looking at me, a small smile on his face.
I was now very aware of the fact that he had moved a lot closer to me, I could practically feel his warm breath on me.
Troye's POV
It's now or never.
