DEFINED HIS (IMMERGED HIS BOOK SERIES #3)

14. Matters More

The depth is just eternal emptiness,

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RAHAAN,

"Why do you think you know my name? I don't remember you," I told her when she sat back, leaning over his seat, "I know right? Wierd," She replied me, my eyes on her through the rear view mirror. Constantly.

She in her rest, her hands around crossed over her chest, while her eyes were staring at the escaping landscapes from the video, her eyes fixated, and her face focused. With this little sign of frown between her brows, she turning her head my way, "But I taking my eyes off in a speed of light to not get caught staring at her,"

She is,...

I don't know, feels wierd in my chest.

What the hell are you thinking Rahaan? Is this it? This much is all it takes for you to forget everything that have happened in the past?

How can you let you head wander any other way? Come back to your senses, this is not what we are looking out for! Rahaan! Snap out!

I yelled at myself and urged myself to never turn back to look at the rear view or her. It doesn't matter that occasionally she is leaning over my seat arm, and looking out of the window from over my shoulders.

Don't turn, "Do you think it's going to rain-" She started speaking near my kneck and ears, making me jump. "What the he-" I half yelled at her, while scooted for away from her face near my ear.

"I don't sigh poison." I she rolled her eyes, and still kept her head on the chair.

And I couldn't hold on my will to ask her, "What is that guy to you?" the question didn't came much as a shock for her.

She turning her head my way, "He..." She dragged the he for so long, that I narrowed my eyes, thinking that I'd be hearing the worst?

Abusive? Possessive boy friend?

Perhaps?

I don't know,

"He is, a guy I met by chance who isn't leaving me alone anymore." She said as she went away from near my seat and leaned over back, scooting over towards the window, and suddenly silent, I tried peaking from the rear view mirror,

She had her eyes closed while her hands were crossed around her chest. She was thinking? Or sad?

It was kind of confusing,

"Eloping with her?" The guy beside me asked me, which we had totally forgotten that he existed around here. "No, no!" I denying him instantly, he nodding. "She seems to be upset," He said, I know right?

Why did mentioning him made her turn all silent and like this?

I wondered to myself, while I just too went silent wondering about all the possible kind of relationship this two couple must have been in.

~

We were already at the bus deposition. Thanking the guy and leaving. We didn't talk at all after that and she was silent too.

I started to walk with her, when she halted in her place, "What? Let's go?" I asked her, 

She just sighing and squating down, "What the hell are you doing? Everyone is looking?" I frowned at the girl, "She hide her face in her palms. And looked up.

"We should not run away like this, this...is just not right! She faltered over her decision. I frowning at her,"What do you wish to do then?" I asked her, raising my brows at her.

She looking up in my eyes.

"I want to run away from him, but not on terms like this, he has this possession over my mind that just can't be thrown away," Now, she was confusing me, what is going on? What does she means? And what the hell is she trying to come at the conclusion with?

"Look, I like the guy, I find no problem in him. But... This," She kept talking to her self, abruptly standing up. As she started to stomp her feets my way.

I was kind of surprised and was wondering what is she doing?

She came my way as she took my hand in hers,"Let's go, the more I will think about it the more I will try to be rational with a guy who don't deserves that," She said as she started to walk with me.

"I think how about we buy you some cloths? People will keep misjudging?" I suggested her, she stopping, "You are right. But I have no card with me. Ahh!" She yelled, "No worries, we can get through mine." I told her.

She shaking her head, "I don't let anyone pay for my glass of water. Forget about the clothes," She talking and proving her beliefs.

"How do you think we will but tickets then?" I asked her, she nodding.

"Okay. I know what is next," She said. As she extended her hand, "What?" I questioning her, she making a pout.

"Your phone? I need to make a call," She said as I frowned at her. "Okay," I gave her, worrying. I hope she doesn't make a foul call. That will lead us both in trouble.

I gave her, she dialling in her phone, as she was focused on the screen, while my eyes was focused on her.

She is, beautiful.

"Okay," She talked to herself. As she dialed the number.

After a brief while and three tries, the person on the other side picked up.

"Jagdish! I need help, can you please come at the Bus Deposition at the north.  And hand me over some cash?" She instantly came to point, no hello. No hi?

"Okay. Thanks and don't let anyone know about it. I'll tell you everything latter." She hung up the call. And handed me the phone.

But I had a call appearing over it,

My sister? Maya? Why is she calling? I wondered, she reading the name, as some kind of dull eyes appeared on her face.

I picked the call,"Oh, okay," I replying. As I hung up the call.

"Adah. I don't think I can leave now. You can join me if you want." I told her she gave a nod. Just a nod. While I started to move already taking a taxi, as I sat inside with her.

Driving off from the deposition. Both of us witnessing Adarsh, here.

"See, I don't know how? He always finds me!"