Jiraiya x Reader Stories(Smut)

Falling For You[M/M]

Finally the m/m chapter. In which Jiraiya develops a crush on you, his long time student and when you are summoned away from him it made him realize what these feelings really meant.

Warning: Some Homophobia in forms of verbal and physical in the form of pushing. Also coming out awkwardness. Less subtle age gap

Alt title: local idiot discovers bisexuality.

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Perhaps... it was only a matter of time. With a final push to compact your things you finish packing. The moment you close your bag and get it on your back, Jiraiya wanders in. He looks you over with a confused frown.

"Are you going somewhere, kid?" He asks.

You offer the scroll a toad had just delivered so he can read it. He's not going to be very happy. With that same quizzical frown he takes it and reads it over. His expression falls.

"You really have to go back?" He asks.

A part of you wants to say no. You'd rather stay by his side. He's your sensei after all. You are his disciple in practically every way. You fight like him. You wear the same traditional clothing style as him, only in your favourite colours. You have grown out your hair and keep it back by a ponytail... although that was more because you didn't trust Jiraiya with a pair of scissors nor did you want to go out of your way to find a barber. It's kinda nice anyways. You can tell he likes it too.

While you match him in aesthetics, you don't match in many other aspects. You are a loyal student but you aren't a good one. Or at least that's how it feels. You have failed your final promotion twice already and have fallen behind your teammates exponentially. The others are already off doing great things and Minato, despite his young age, is already Hokage based on his skills and wisdom. It didn't matter how much Jiraiya assured you that you are doing excellent and are progressing, you didn't feel the same. Among other reasons it's also why you agreed to travel with him. Some one on one time would do you some good. Student and master walking the road less travelled on an aimless journey... Learning... being together away from people. For over six years it's been this way.

But every road has its bumps. You have never denied what you are. You love who you love. And you have fallen in love with your teacher. What is there not to love? Big. Strong. Handsome. Kind and understanding. You want him to hold you and kiss you. Feel his hands caress you and touch the most sensitive parts of your body. To have that wonderful feeling of him pressing against you and his lips quietly uttering how much he loves you.

You also know that it shall never come to pass. Sensei has made it very clear how much he loves women. From his newly released book to his tendency to push what's acceptable behaviour for a man to do to a woman he doesn't know in public. You have been his wingman since you became legal. You helped him get a few dates. He's left you stranded without a room for a night plenty of times so he could have a full fun night with his date. There's hardly a dull moment with Sensei.

He doesn't even know you're gay. There's been a couple of close calls. Jiraiya often asked, more like pestered, you to go and chase some skirts. He's ushered you towards girls your age and encouraged you to get out there. But you often shuffled away awkwardly and found a different group to drink with. Not your type is an excuse that has worn down it's wear. Sensei thinks you have too high of a standard.

"You're never gonna get a date being so picky, kid!" Jiraiya scolds you often whenever you say that the pretty girl flirting with you isn't your type.

You're afraid to tell him the truth. If he learned that you are gay and suddenly turned his back on you, you don't think you can handle it. Your parents did that. He's one of your last support pillars. You need him in your life.