Jiraiya x Reader Stories(Smut)

Fire and Oil

Request from a reader! Reader is Hiruzen's youngest child, a daughter who is eighteen years Jiraiya's junior. He loves reader dearly and gets jealous when he sees her with other men. After pining for so long the day comes where all these emotions come forth.

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Jealousy is a mysterious emotion.

Jiraiya stopped several feet away, using the trunk of a tree to hide himself as he watched you converse with Kakashi. His fingers are gripping the bark hard as he stares at the pair. Couple... Good... Good for you. He should be happy. Kakashi is a much better option than he is. Closer to your age and being a long time friend makes Kakashi a good candidate. Much better than a perverted old man...

Yet seeing you beside a different man makes Jiraiya rather angry. That should be him! You should be sitting in a tree with him laughing. Your anxieties and worries gone with his comforts. Instead seeing you smile at whatever the other man said made Jiraiya's throat constrict. Like he swallowed fire and it sat in his chest.

"She's not yours!" His brain harshly reminded. "You have no right to feel this way."

You should be his. He's loved you long enough. He should just walk right up to you, grab your hips, shove you against that tree and smash his mouth against yours. A real kiss. A good kiss. Any kind of kiss. Any kiss would be better than the one he already gave you.

It was a spur of moment thing. Out on a mission with you, stalking the target, when the person in question began to become suspicious. To avoid a confrontation, you and him needed a quick cover. Jiraiya reacted quickly. He grabbed your wrist and pulled you against him. He pressed his lips against yours. You inhaled sharply in surprise. You went rigid for a moment, then quickly relaxed. Your lips reacted and moved with his. Your hands went into his hair as you pulled your body against his. It was if everything clicked into place.

His conscience returned to him. As if a mini him was knocking on his head to remind him he's tonguing his teacher's daughter. He broke the kiss quickly and uttered a staggered apology. You looked dazed and flushed. Your fingers still gripping his shirt as your knees wobbled. It was good.... but not at the same time.

He could do better.

No! Don't think that... You aren't his. You can't be his.

Ever since, Jiraiya kept his distance. It hurt you, he could tell. The conflicting feelings ran rampant inside of him for the whole rest of the mission. His quick thinking meant the target moved on being less suspicious of the two people following them. It was just two lovers in wanderlust.... Lovers... Love...

Jiraiya left you the moment he could. Breaking off at the village gate and weaving into the crowd to deter you from following. Being near you was... confusing. He needs space to think.

He's not sure if he needs space anymore.

Jiraiya ignored protocol to wander around to mull his feelings over. It seems you ignored protocol too and went to speak to your childhood friend. Perhaps more than just a friend. That jump to his heart happened again when he came across the sight before him now. It ruefully reminded him of reality. There's already someone out there that is better for you. You probably didn't have feelings for him. He just... misread things.

"You are too old for her. She need a man her age." His conscience reminded him again. "Think of what it would do. The war torn aftermath you'll leave in your wake if you make a move."

If physically possible, he'd turn to the voice in his head and shout 'Well no shit!' Of course he knows that! It's cruel! As if whatever god controls fate is snickering at him as he falls for woman he can't have... Again! Again god damn it! If he could get away kicking the dust without looking like a mad man, he would. He'll settle for picking the bark from the tree as he glares at Kakashi with a growing ire.