World of darkness : Book two : back from the dead

Part 1 : day 3

( btw please read my previous book before you start this one so you know what has happened before )

( pov azura)

I have been on the run for 3 days now walking through the snowing land i once called my home but .....once i was turned into this freak .....a monster I thought to myself is what i am

Patrick would never want to see me like this .....would he .........i could have gone back couldn't i he would try to help me
Oh get it together azura he doesn't care for you any more or at all he never did

I punched the tree i was sleeping on
With my new strength i had punched right through it

" ...well at least I'm strong ......fucking nether titan my ass ....Turning me into this monster this demon " i didnt even know what exactly to call myself

Suddenly i heard something in the bush's
I spread my wings and put out my claws

Slowly i walked up to it . I slashed at the bush cutting it away and i saw a bunny

" ....hello little fella .....no i cant think of it as a living thing all it needs to be is food " i didnt liek killing things to myself to survive but what choice did i have

This new body needed constant energy or ill lose my ability to use my tail or wings So my chances of survive long term was lower

" sorry bunny" i grabbed it violently and cut its throat with my tail

It's blood splashed on my coat and stained my shorts

" ahhh great .....well at least i have food " i made a fire and quickly started to cook the bunny for food

I knew if the fire lighted i wouldn't have long with it seeing is how in these snowing lands it's always cold . Same reason I couldn't find much clean water some of the ice was to thick for me to get through

So that means the faster i get out of these snow lands the better chance of living i have not only cause of the elements and food with water problems is the fact the frost bourne are catching up to me taking back their territory from the war

I shouldn't be surprised by this seeing how Patrick needs a strong army to make up for the losses in the war so he will expand territory

The people will likely want all undead or creatures like me removed and will force them out and kill us if they have to

It made me sad that Patrick would let this happen knowing I'm out here ...i guess he doesn't care for me

I started to cry thinking how i let him down and have done nothing but bad things to those around me

" am i just the monster now ......I'm still me ri-right ...."I laid there for an hour before i came to my senses

" come on need to get out of here before i freeze " i stood up and began to make my way through the dense forest hoping to find some water

It had been 2 days with out water so i was thirsty

This new body yes could go on for longer without food or water but it doesn't work nearly as well .....to be honest i dont know why i didnt think of this I'm a scientist

I remembered walking around here with Patrick one of the first times we met ...there was a lake that led to a rive that should still be warm enough to drink out of

To think back then he wasnt even in charge of the frost bourne and i was practicality just starting off with basic machines ...wish things were simple like back then no wars no friends dying .......I'm thinking to much about the past i should probably find a place to spend the night before i freeze

I searched through the forest but i couldn't find anything

" ahhhh why couldn't Alan give me the ability to make myself a wither coat " i was getting colder and more angry

" wait i can use my wings as a temporary shield against the cold ...maybe " i spread my wings trying to cover myself

It would not last before my wings get tired so i must hurry and find a place to sleep

I walked for what felt like hours ....to be honest i had lost the time since i left the frost bourne but the sun was also done going down so the cold was only going to get worse

But then some hope apprised

A broken down shack ....its wasn't a home anymore but i wont freeze in it

I jumped through the broken window and found some dirty blankets and enough dry wood for a fire

" YES !!!! ...i will survive tonight at least " i said happy

I made a makeshift bed with with the blankets and lit a fire that would last awhile so i would survive the night

I lied down and tried to sleep

After i fell asleep i woke up in what Alan called the mind scape a place where the only thing thats here is the power if minds

I was in a chair with my cloths clean and fixed

Suddenly i felt a dark presence ....the void around me grew darker

A tornado of red flames shot out in front of me

When it stopped Alan was sitting in a chair like mine in his human form

" ...you " i stared at him angrily

Alan smiled " good to see your ...well alive " he laughed smug at her

" why did you bring back here ?" I wanted to snap his neck right then and there but was there really a point he can see my thoughts and control everything in my body without a second to think

Alan " i just wanted to check on my ...no your probably my 2nd or lower favourite demon "Cause Sadie does the deed with you every day bitch

Alan " i heard that " he made his hand into a fist and brought me to my knees

He walked up to me

Alan " i have you in this world for a reason and once i win the war in my world ill deal with you ....for now get some rest and have fun in your world " i woke up and sat up

I was breathing heavenly " ....ahh god ....was that a dream or the real him .....i can never tell with that guy

I went back to sleep 

The end