Real Lover

2. Ilyt

"NISHIMURA RIKI! where are you from!?" that's the first sentence that riki heard when he opened their door

"YA! your guards are finding you everywhere, where the fuck did you go!?" his dad said while slamming the papers on the table making such a loud noise

That was loud, the atmosphere was heavy even the maids stopped moving as they heard it but...

"Hire a new guards then." riki simply answered that made the atmosphere more heavy, the maids were hiding at the sides because they know anytime someone will shout

and they're right.

"NISHIMURA RIKI!!!!!!!!" everyone immediately covered their ears

"Wow, your voice is getting weak. I am scared your body too." riki said while smirking

Oh. Attitude.

"Riki! you fucker! you know we want you safe that's why we're doing this!" his father said while massaging the bridge of his nose

"I'm an grown up already, can't you give me a little privacy!? even when i go to the bathroom guards are still following me, it's tiring!" riki shouts back

Well since he's young, he doesn't get the freedom he wanted. His childhood was stolen, he didn't know how it was. He grew up being watched at everything.

Since he was a kid he already knows what reality looks but of course as a kid who needs the guidance of his parents, he can't do anything but to obey.

"WE ARE DOING THIS BECAUSE YOU ARE THE INHERITOR-"

"See. You don't even recognize me as your son, you only recognize me at someone who looks like has a debt on you." riki said, disappointed.

"If you guys won't stop, then i guess i won't stop too."

'I'll cause trouble non-stop because that's the only thing yall would give a damn' riki thinks and starts walking up to their room

He grew up being watched but not cared. He wasn't given the love and care he deserved. His parents only look for him and gives attention when he do troubles or do something that they don't want.

To be honest, he doesn't want attention. He wants freedom. But his parents won't give it so all he do was cause trouble as a revenge. Funny, right?

The one to blame for the way he have turned out is no other more but his family.

"It is tiring, the more i talk to them the more i hated my self." riki thinks while laying on his bed

He hated his self for being like this, he doesn't know if he's the victim or he's just acting victim. He's confused and messed up.

'This is embarrassing for me to do but i might end up overthinking everything so i'll just do this' he thinks and bring out his phone to message his lover.

'How are you?' sent.

'I'm fine, how about you?' received.

'Not okay.' sent.

'I'm going to call' received.

Later on his phone rang revealing jungwon's contact name 'won'

"What happened?" that's the first thing he heard when he answered it.

And as always riki would rant everything and jungwon will always listen, he won't get tired listening.

To be honest, riki is ashamed on himself of course, the fact that he need to ask help for some little reasons. Well yeah, there is nothing wrong asking for help. He's just scared that jungwon might find him burden.

"I love you, my riki. Thankyou for fighting always, you are loved." jungwon said enough that made riki flustered

That's what jungwon would always say in times like this, it's usual but it never fails to shock riki.

A assurance of love from jungwon is so warm and comforting that's why riki is eager to reveal their relationship to the world, he wants to shout it, he wants everyone to know that he have the most amazing boyfriend out there.

"I won't get tired of listening to you. I love you." jungwon said but riki can't say the word, he's scared that someone might hear him so he just typed it.

'I love you too.' sent

And of course jungwon is fine with it, as long as they love each other.

That's how riki overcome those shitty problems and dark times, by the help of his lover, jungwon. He is able to live and fight for his life.

If he need someone to thank for it's nothing more but Jungwon, the one who saved and loved him when the others who are supposed to can't and didn't.