Torn apart | S. Manjirou

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I kept silently sobbing in my office, as it was all i could do. For some reasons I felt really pathetic, thinking that I shouldn't be crying this much.

I hid under my table, munching my favorite chocolate. "I wish I could be born a rock. You just lay on the ground, some even near the sea. You get to see amazing views. It's okay if people kick you sometimes, you aren't pressured to do anything anyway."

I looked over at the bandages, given to me at hospital. I covered them with my shirt, so no one could question the bruises, while still wearing some top.

Suddenly, someone knocked on the door. I sighed, wiping away the salty liquid from my face and fixing makeup. "Come in."

The one at the door was Rindou. I didn't have energy for anything today, I just wanted to go home. "Hey there, babe~" He singed his words, leaning on the cupboard and dropping my favorite cat figurine.

The pressure from today's events got into me, as I broke down right in front of Rin. His expression immediately changed into worried from a horny one, and he made his way to me, "Hey, hey, i'm really sorry for breaking it, i didn't know you valued it this much."

He looked so cute, trying to calm me down, and I started crying even more, remembering how Mikey would act this way. The image of Manjirou ganging up with my adoptive parents made me feel even worse.

"Shit, i'm so sorry! Do you want me to buy a new one? I can buy you something else too... Fuck, i'm an idiot.." He grabbed his head, nervously tapping his foot, thinking of a way to cheer me up.

"Please, don't buy me anything, i don't want it." I mumbled, shaking from the breakdown i just had. Haitani glanced at me, "What do you want then?"

My lip started quivering, "Can you just hug me? I had a rough day.." I lowered my eyes to the ground, cursing myself for coming up with the dumbest idea ever.

Rindou innocently smiled and approached me, tightly hugging and patting my back. "It's okay, you can rest now." He made me feel comforted, so I embraced the guy as well.

"Y/n, i was looking for y- The fuck?" Mikey, all of a sudden, opened the door, dropping his coffee in shock, after seeing me be in Rindou's arms.

"Y/n?" Rindou pulled away, his eyes growing in shock. Shit, now he found out my real name. "What the fuck?"

I kept switching gazes from mad Mikey to confused Rindou, not knowing how to reply to any. "What a fucking circus," Haitani laughed, slapping my hands away from him and going to the exit. "Stop, Rin!" I raised my voice, heading to the door, hoping to stop the guy, but Mikey stopped me instead by stretching out his arms, as a blockage.

"Leave him alone, will you?"

I looked away from Manjirou, not being able to even face the male, after seeing him betray me. I turned away, picking up my precious figurine, ignoring Sano's presence. I quietly carried the shattered pieces to my small trash can and threw it out, still not sparing Mikey a glance.

I sat down, turning on my laptop, hoping for him to go away. "Hm, ignoring me, I see." He grinned, making his way to me. I nervously typed my password in, trying my best to not pay attention to him. "Our little Y/n wanted to sleep with Rindou, but he found out she was a liar!" He leaned on my table, burning holes in my face with the dirty looks, "Sweet baby Y/n w-"

"Will you shut the fuck up? I can't focus on my work.." I snapped out, stretching my hand to grab a water bottle.

"Is it why you keep opening and closing the same browser?" Mikey pointed at my laptop with his eyes, snatching the bottle away from me. "Earn it."