Never Kiss And Tell [18+]

☘ℂℍ𝔸ℙ𝕋𝔼ℝ 12☘

Long story short, I danced with him. Did I enjoy it? Yeah. Did I almost trip like 50 times? Yeah. But like I said, I enjoyed it, and that's all that matters I guess.

In case you're asking,  no she hasn't spoken a word to me since we came. She's with her new friends. It's funny how I never thought that my best friend, my family would take my place you know. Especially since I've told her about all the terrible shit they've done to me.

We haven't talked much since she came to visit, but she never exactly made an effort to talk to me, and I never did either. We both needed space, it's not like we'd be together all the time. I just wish she'd said something to me, instead of making me find out like this.

Out of that friend group, Marceline is my only friend, my best friend.  It's one-sided. Just like her love life. I'm sorry that was mean. Like I said it's one-sided she's too busy pursuing Elizabeth to give a fuck about me and my feelings.

People gathered around tables to snack on the small desserts and I made sure to keep my eyes far away from them. And guess what there was coffee, from the coffee shop, the one that I like so, it's pretty hard. But my mom's here and if she even sees me look at them she'll have my head.  She's afraid I'll embarrass her by eating too much so she always tells me not to eat at public outings.

I could smell it though, and it's tempting me to sneak and eat one or a piece of one but, I'm scared she'll find out. She has eyes everywhere. Aka my aunts.

" What you don't want a cupcake?  Hmm? " I heard someone say mockingly a few feet away from me. It took me a while to convince myself they weren't talking about me but when I looked at them, their eyes were trained on me but they were speaking to someone else.

I quickly turned away wanting some fresh air when I heard the same voice laugh loudly. Making my way through the sea of people I exit the room but there was still a long way to go, I need out.

Zero patience, that's what I have, so instead of hopelessly trying to find the front door, I open a random room door along the corridor and hurriedly close the door.

The light was off but I guess it helped to soothe me. There was a dim light coming from outside,  and like the inquisitive person I am, I made my way out onto the small veranda attached to the room.

Sometimes you get yourself into situations that you could've avoided.
"Why didn't I just talk to her?" I whispered to myself releasing a deep breath.

" Talk to who?" I heard another voice ask,  to say that it shocked me would be an understatement, I almost fell luckily the person who I've come to realize is Aaron held onto me before I did.

"Aaron," I said bitterly, " What're you doing here". The shadow that once concealed his appearance disappeared, and now I'm wondering how I didn't see him when I first stepped out here.

" I could ask you the same Lily " He said with a slight chuckle.  " I was here before you" I wished the conversation would end in fear that he would bring up the kiss we had shared. Nobody will understand how embarrassed I am that I let myself do that.