Never Kiss And Tell [18+]

☘ℂℍ𝔸ℙ𝕋𝔼ℝ 13☘

It's been over a week and I still haven't left my bedroom, so no dorms for me. I wasn't in the mood to communicate with anyone, not even my dad and he's my favorite person in the world.

He picked up on me going back into my shell ever since we left the party and when he didn't see me leaving my room, he knew what I was doing. I was taking out my problems on myself and not eating, at least it's better than hurting someone to make myself feel better right?

All I know is I went to sleep one night and woke up the next morning to see a mini fridge beside my bed filled with drinks and a small basket with all my favorite snacks.

Isn't he the best dad?

In case you're wondering, no Milani and I haven't spoken to each other since the party and I haven't spoken to Aaron either, not that we usually talk but you know.

Every now and then Allesandro would knock on my door encouraging me to come out and socialize or at least paint, I guess you could say he caught onto the fact that I'm going through shit.

It's not Iike I haven't tried picking up the pencil and sketching, I have. But everything I draw just looks like one person, someone I don't care about, someone I would very much like to get out of my head.

I do hope he leaves the dorms, I just don't think I want to be around him.

Sighing, I pull my blankets off and change into some summer-weather-ready clothes instead of the sweats I was wearing earlier.

Today is the day that I break out of the spell that has been cast on me by those two dumb assholes.

I quickly grab my earphones, a bit old-fashioned I know but I'm used to them so, I'm not changing. With my phone in hand and my chapstick in my backpack, I slip into my Crocs and sneak my way out of the house.

Don't follow me, kids, it isn't a good thing to leave your home without informing anyone but I can't help but think that nobody will care, if something happens to me, maybe dad will but mom and the rest of the family will probably be relieved, they don't really fancy me anyway.

If you remember, I don't have a car but that's never stopped me before, I'm not sure at what point during my walk I plugged my ears but all I can hear are lovey-dovey songs.

I wish I could change them but they're my favorite songs and I love them so much. It's just that they make me sad because I have a non-existent love life.

I look across the street only to see two dogs kissing like come on, this is like rubbing it in my face, even animals have got it going on.

At some point in time, I find myself standing in front of my favorite cafe. But this time, I pull out a new book. The Spanish Love Deception.

To say I loved it is an understatement, I didn't think I'd ever be able to finish reading a book that quickly, in less than a day. Now I need a man to learn another language for me and pop a ring on it.