Confession

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Monoma walked down the corridor until he stopped in front of the door to Shinso's dorm. He hold up his hand to knock. Was this even a good time to confess his feelings. Monoma had been crushing on Shinso seins the joint training and holding it back just hurt at this point. With how much time Shinso spent with Kaminari, he started to worry for the worst.

If Kaminari actually had had feelings for Shinso he would sure as hell not confess, that would be straight up mean. And Monoma isn't mean he's just sassy as he always like to say himself. He would have tried to get over it knowing his first love was happy. But here he was. Trying to find the strength to finally confess after three years.

After a few minutes of thinking about what to do. He knocked on the door. He herd movements from inside and soon saw Shinso in front of him, tall and handsome.
"Where did you go?" He asked the shorter blond who blushed from being so nervous. "I juste...talked with Kaminari" Shinso looked at him surprised but that changed to a grin. "What happened to you, did you get a heatstroke or something lately?" He joked as he invited Monoma inside. Monoma chuckled nervously and sat down on the bed. Shinso sat on his desk chair. "I wanted to tell you something Shinso, it's extremely important and please don't laugh when I say this. I have actually wanted to say this for a quit a while so..." Shinso moved onto the bed and looked at the blond whit full focus.
"Sure Monoma, what is it? You can tell me everything you know"
Monoma looked at him, his heart beating so fast he was afraid it would jump out of his chest. He looked at the man in front of him, just trying to figure out what on earth to say. Anything just something, but he was frozen in fear of rejection. "Monoma?"
Shinso asked and whit that, Monoma just quickly kissed him. Both where in shock but none of them wanted to resist it either. Soon enough Shinso started kissing back, melting away Monoma's fear. He liked it. He really enjoyed Monoma kissing him. Shinso put his arms around the shaking blond, pulling him into his lap. They both where enjoying this new emotion they felt. It was exiting and unforgettable. They soon pulled apart for air. Both of them breathing heavily while keeping eye contact. Thought, Shinso didn't want to stop there. He pulled in for another deep kiss, sliding his hand down Monoma's back and stopped at the start of his thigh. He asked for interns by gently pushing his tongue against The blonds soft lips to which he happily excepted. Monoma with a bit of hesitation did the same action, They made out for a while. Not sharing a single word whit one another. But everything sadly has an end and they pulled apart.
"wow..." was the only thing Shinso could let out, looking up and down at the blond who sat on him, his arms around his neck.
"Do you get it now?" Monoma asked while sliding a hand down the boys cheek. "Y-yeah...I like you too" both of them giggled quietly as they pressed their foreheads together. This was just perfect. Both liked each other. Monoma couldn't ever wish for a better outcome. He hugged his new lover tightly, never wanting to let go. Shinso laid down on the bed with Monoma on top of him in a more sit and leaned over position. They cuddled like that. Talking about everything and nothing just being interactive with each other was a joy to the touch starved boys. After what felt like hours, Monoma felt asleep. His soft breathing was a relaxing sensation for Shinso as he tried to copy his breathing. He moved the blond to lay beside him. Making cuddling more comfortable. He looked at Monoma's pale skin and blond hair that covers his shut eyes. He leaned over and kissed his forehead before getting comfortable to sleep himself with his new lover pressed into his chest. He couldn't wait to tell Kaminari about it.
He hopes he will be happy. Of course he would be happy, Kaminari is his best friend in this world. Nothing would ever change that fact.

Kaminari sat the next day in the common room alone. It was dead quiet as it was still the crack of dawn. He couldn't sleep, not after what had just happened yesterday. He heard a door open in one of the corridors and heard footsteps. He thought he knew who it was and to his horror he was right. Monoma and Shinso, whit Shinso's arm around his the blonds waist, both of them smiling like a newly married couple He wanted to run out crying and screaming, smashing everything around him, including Monoma stupid face. But he just smiled brightly and stood up. "Are you kidding me, oh my goodness that's just amazing!" He said as he hugged Shinso who had the biggest smile on his face. "Thanks, I'm so happy you're okay with this, I don't know how many in our class who would like us being, heh us" Monoma chuckled as Shinso spoke leaning his head on Shinso's chest. All Denki could do was smile and reached out a hand to Monoma. "Congratulations, I'm so happy for you" The lighter blond looked shocked for a few seconds befor shaking his fellow bonds hand.
"Thanks it means a lot, I knew it was the right moment after our little conversation last night" he took back his hand and looked up at Shinso whit the most calm and caring expression Denki had ever seen him do. "I'm incredibly sorry Shinso but I really have to go, see you in school later then"
Shinso smiled and leaned down, kissing each other befor Monoma walks into the empty corridor and soon they herd the front door open and close. Kaminari sat back down, seeing his crush kiss another person killed him. He should have confessed to Monoma or better yet Shinso but now it was too late. He just had to swallow his feelings and move on. Shinso sat down next to him looking at his friend, why did he look so sad? "Everything alright?" He asked while moving a hand close to stroke away som hair from Kaminari's eye. "What, no nothing. Everything is okay just, tired that's all" Shinso gave a slow nod with his stupid adorable smile. "Why didn't you tell me about you liking Monoma?" Kaminari ask leaning against the green couch locking eyes with Shinso. He took a moment to think about it. He actually never knew why he didn't tell his best friend. He could always tell him what was up.
"I really don't know...maybe the pressure of the others disliking him so badly made me keep it to myself, I'm just happy you're cool with it that matters a lot to me"

Kaminari gave a soft nod, he understood where Shinso came from. It was hard to like Monoma with his behavior, seeing someone say they loved him was something he never could imagine. He pulled out his phone and showed Shinso the picture he asked for.
"Is this okay?" The taller boy took the phone, his eyes widen by the photo he was looking at. "It sure is Kami, it's amazing" he let out everything was more than Shinso could ever think of. "Looks like we're going to be roommates" he chuckled giving back the phone and got up from his seat. "Where are you going?" Kaminari asked confused. "Ready for school of course. I tend to go early" he said giving Kaminari a wink. The blond felt his heart filled with joy. He was in love. Even if he didn't want to he was crazy about this guy. Even if he could never have him he would love him from a distance.

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