Three of us? [MONOSHINKAMI]

Boys out

The rain against the car was stressful as Sero stopped in front of the big apartment building. He looked at it in awe, his best friend was living the life surly.
He saw the doors open and got a quick glimpse of his blond friend run towards his car before rushing in.
"Umm, you good bro?"
The way Kaminari aggressively put on his seatbelt made it clear that it was a idiotic question.
"Just!...just take me somewhere." He gives a nod before spending off at the empty road.
Kaminari's eyes glued to the window, feeling guilty for even calling Sero to be there.
"Wanna tell me what's wrong? It might help"
Sero said. He was not used to this at all but of course would do anything to help.

"It's...They..I hate how they both are so cute together. Knowing that I might could have had such a thing in my life, maybe could do what they do. I don't know why, but seeing them like that just remind me of middle school. How if I showed any interest in anyone I would be shamed for it. If I spoke up I would be told to shut up. When I needed help no one came to drag me out of that shit.
When I thought someone actually liked me....it's just a stupid prank and I was known as a whore till the end. Seeing them so carefree even if I know they had it so bad. Just make me feel more like a fallout from what could have been."

Sero looks at him in pure shock. But doesn't interrupt as Kaminari looks at both their reflections I. The window.

"Heh— its crazy I know. I mean, They are so perfect for each other. Being Jealous for them having what I crave is simply insane. I mean. I love them both and could not see myself without either.
Even if it's crazy. I do enjoy Monoma's company. He can be himself at time but being with him like I have seen is just so fun to come home too and I won't even start on his food, Shinso was right. It's wonderful"

He looks directly at Sero and gives a weak smile.  He smiles back and just starts to talk. Laughing like old times. "Now don't tell me you're into Monoma too now. I would totally lose it" he laughs and Denki sits still for a moment. Not knowing how to tell Sero about the fact that he actually was in love with them both.
"Umm, Denki?"

Kaminari's eyes shut as he let out a cackle.
"Hahaha, yeah right. That would be crazy right!?"
They both laughed it off and drove to a 24/7 bar.
They run in to not get to wet and sit at their usually sit with their friends. It's sure had been a while since Kaminari had been there. But he always loved this spot of Tokyo.
While they waited for their drink, he just looked around and took in the interior of the bar; polished, dark wooden door and walls. Tables with red covers giving a nice 50's look.
The bar with lights that lit up all the colorful glass while the barista was doing tricks to the music. Also 50's. Pictures of famous movie stars, album covers and in a corner. A nice old school poll-table. The vibe was lovely.
A waiter came with their beers and wished them a good evening. Kaminari got a glance of Sero looking at the waitresses bog chest that piped out a little from her black and white uniform.
It game him a moment to think of what he said in the car. Of him not being attracted to Monoma.
He knew if he said anything, it would be over!
But he did like Monoma.
The man was gorgeous and extremely intelligent. And spending this time with him. The two blonds actually became good friends.
Yes Monoma would sometimes be 'Monoma' but anytime he was. Kaminari could only feel his cheeks burn. Okay he was definitely crushing on him. It sometimes became too much for the poor blond. Constantly getting feelings for Shinso and the next second crushing on his boyfriend. But what could he do.
"Again, thanks for taking me out..sorry it was this early I know how busy you are"

Sero just laughs at the blonds sad face. "Hehe, come on man. I would drive at midnight for your sake. Your my best friend man. And seeing Shinso making you feel that. It's the last I can do."
Kaminari took a sip. Felling warm from the joy his friend gave him.
"But seriously. Why would a smart guy like Shinso chose to be whit Monoma instead of you? H-Heh. He's like, the last person a normal person would chose to date."
Kaminari's stomach hurt when he herd Sero say that. He know Monoma. He doesn't. He can't know how much Monoma try's to be nice to him. Less then a month ago he would say the same thing as Hanta did now. But he knows how fun Monoma's presence is. It's actually really comforting.
"Well, Shinso is happy. How much it hurts, It's his choice and not mine."

They chat till the dawn gets out. The warm sunlight threw the glass. They get up. Leaving a nice tip before heading back to the car. They jump in and turn on the radio. Singing along to the music like young teenagers. Having a blast as they speed through Tokyo. When they arrive back they stay a minute in the car. The radio of, no music playing. They smile at each other. And the silence stops. "See you at work tomorrow!"
Kaminari says as he gets out oc the car. "Call if you need me Sparky!"
They make finger guns at each other before Sero drives off and Kaminari gets into the lobby. He gets to the desk to say good morning and sees an old lady ready to leave. As she passed by she dropped what seems to be a marine blue crystal pin from her hair. He quickly takes it up and walks to the door where she looks confused at him.
"Excuse me ma'am. You dropped this. She looks at his hand and takes the pin slowly. Before placing it back in her long gray-blond  hair.
"Thanks so much my boy. I didn't even realize i dropped it. I need to protect my jewelry better." She smiles kindly and shakes Kaminari's hand.
"You welcome. I need to go. Have a nice day"
She nods, bowing elegantly before walking out of the door.