Three of us? [MONOSHINKAMI]

Lying or dying

"Kaminari?"

Monoma asks as he kindly knocked on the door. Having woken up by his loud sobbing was making Monoma feel bad.
"Kami?"
"GO AWAY!"
He was shocked by Kaminari yelling at him. But he couldn't do anything but leave him alone. He wanted the blond to trust him. Even if he wanted more to than anything to help him out.

He went back to bed and laid down under the warm covers, waiting for Shinso to come to bed. As he laid there he felt weird. Like something was wrong. Like why would Kaminari cry whit out a reason. Or he was just thinking to much into it and it was nothing at all.

After two hours of looking at his phone and feeling extrem cramping in his lower back and legs while waiting. Monoma hears the sound of a door closing hard. Shinso wasn't coming? Why was he spending his night alone? Is he mad?
"Well, he must be stressed about this whole situation...is he mad at me?...I'll check on him tomorrow i suppose.."
****

Monoma found himself waiting for the others at the table. They hadn't come down for half an hour. What had he done for them to ignore him. He was sure something was wrong.
"Morning..."
He looked up to finally see someone coming down.
"Kaminari, what the hell is up with you two?!"

The blond hissed from his seat. The other blond looked at him in shock, how long had he been there?!

"Get something to eat, I'm already done"
Denki moved carefully over, he had no intention of being a victim of Monoma's anger today. Even if he knew he deserved it from yesterday.
"Wanna tell me what you where howling about last night?"
Monoma snarled as he fixed the dishes giving the taller boy a dirty side eye.
Denki froze, what would he say? If he told the truth, Monoma would get hysterical, break up with Shinso and he won't even think what the shorter blond would do to him. If he chose lying, it would probably be safer.
"N-nothing...don't worry about it"
Monoma threw something back into the sink in frustration, making a metallic sound echo through the kitchen.
"Well of course! I would never worry about something making you yell at me for no better reason than 'it's nothing!" Don't you see I'm worried about you? I'm trying to help out and you just brush me off like that would help, Trust me. it. Doesn't. Work that way!"
****

"Hey dad....it's me"
Aizawa looked up from the couch as he saw his son walk in, he didn't look to happy.
"Ej, what's up kiddo? Everything alright?"
He asked putting his news paper down on the coffee table.
Shinso sat down feeling his dad looking at him with concern. "I...really fucked up last night" he said burying his face in his hands from frustration. The older man narrowed his eye at him. How bad was this shit. "What happened that can be so bad? Did someone die or something?"
Shinso took a deep breath and just let it all out like one of his boyfriends rambles.

"So basically me and Monoma are together but Kaminari has a crush on me and after we got home from the hospital after Monoma get hurt on a mission he ended up making out with me while Monoma was asleep.
So now I'm freaking out because Monoma doesn't know and I know it's only fair to tell him but I also know if I do, he will kill us both. And I also don't know what to do with Kaminari as I now have an existential crisis as I didn't think that of him before but I don't know if I do now .
so I just came here to know what the hell to do!"

Aizawa sat there just taking it all in. Being a teacher and a hero, you kinda hear a lot of shit. But this, this is just as weird.

"Well Hitoshi, all I can say about this is...are you Polyamorous or just more gay than your dad?"
Shinso took a moment to process his dad's answer. He...wasn't mad?
"Trust me Hitoshi, I'm not really blaming you or anything...you made a mistake and I mean a HUGE mistake but at least your man enough to realize it. That takes some guts I promise you"
He felt Aizawa give him some pats on the back.
"I'm not weird for thinking this way...right?"
Aizawa went quiet for a moment. Looking at his son with a soft smile that contained a bit of sadness.
"Of course not...you're just special. But Monoma deserves to know, as much as I hate to say it. But he seems to really love you"
"Thanks dad...I needed to hear that"

The way home felt hard in the cold November weather.
The feeling in his stomach hurts as he thinks about what to do? Dad was right, Neito deserves to know. But he would just hate to see his beloved blond in pain. And this, this would hurt so bad. Neito's mental health is rocky as it is...this would just make him relapse into chaos.
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As Shinso entered the apartment the first thing he found was Monoma crying on the couch. He rushed to his side and took him into a tight hug.
"Baby what wrong?!"
"N-nothing..."

Shinso laid down on the couch with the blond on his chest, rubbing his back to try to calm him down. "Please tell me...you..."

he hesitated

"You can trust me.."

The blond sat up, weeping as he pathetically stroke away the fat tears from his red eyes.
"Y-you just ignored m-me last night, it made m-me think you where mad at m-me but I dont know why you were mad at m-me and whatever it was I'm sorry!"
Shinso sat up and gave his boyfriend a tight bear hug. He felt so bad for doing this to him.
He couldn't tell him now. Absolutely not now. For now, he was going to spoil him rotten with attention.

"Hey-h-hey I'm not mad at you baby..I would never be mad at you for anything like that, I love you so much. What do you say about watching a movie in my room. Would you like that, than I'll get you an appointment with your therapist later if you want. Do you want that?"
Monoma's eyes softened as he clung his arms around Shinso's neck and gave a simple nod in response. "Alright, let me carry you. You look so tired..."