Three of us? [MONOSHINKAMI]

Thunder

It's been about 3 months seines the boys moved in. The weather was getting cold and the rain was way more frequent. Making Monoma sleep in Shinso's room a habit much the Shinso enjoyment.
Kaminari's liked the weather, especially the the thunder nights. He would chill on the couch while looking out the windows wall and look at the lightning with great interest while reading watching videos on his phone or simply playing games.
He knew Monoma didn't like it one bit so whenever Shinso was out, he would cover the windows and watch a movie together on a high volume.

Tonight was such a night. Both blonds snuggled into warm blankets while watching a movie together. He felt Monoma wasn't paying attention, neither looked especially well. "Everything alright Monoma?"
The lighter blond turns to him. His eyes were a slight pink like he was moments from crying. "H-hey what's wrong?"

"N-nothing" he mumbles and turns back his focus to the movie. "It's about Shinso right?"

"I-I hate when he leaves in this weather! He knows I hate it!"

He says, tears starts to form in the corner of those frost blue eyes. Kaminari felt like his hart was ripped out of his chest. He never saw Monoma cry, only snap and go on a rant or occasionally yell. But crying in front of him, He would never.
He was about to try and comfort him until there was an enormous thunder and he felt himself getting pushed back down on the couch with a smaller shivering body on top of him. Monoma was sobbing into to crook of his neck. Kaminari just hugged him and stroke a hand over his back to calm the blond down. "Hey I'm here, it's okay..."

He says while hugging the blond even tighter.

They just lay there hugging, not saying anything. Not caring about the movies climax. After about an hour. Kaminari felt Monoma's body getting heavy and lose. When he looked, he noticed that Monoma was asleep. He sits up and looks at the the lighter blond who was softly snoring while hugging onto him. It almost made Kaminari chuckle. He wrapped him up and carried Monoma to his room. He placed him in his bed, making sure he was comfortable enough. Kaminari sat at the foot-end and just watched the lighter blond sleep. "Sleep well..."
****

After a few hours of just laying around, Kaminari hear the door open with a quick movement. He looked up from the couch to find Shinso. Soaked and panting like a tired dog.
"A-are you okey?!"
The blond ran up to him. Shinso nodded and Kaminari helped him to one of the kitchen chairs. "I'm fine Kami, it's just a wild weather tonight. Anyway, where is Neito?"
Kaminari's eyes softened by his answer. Caring more about his partner than himself.
"Upstairs, he's asleep. He didn't like the thunder"
Shinso let out a deep chuckle and took off his scarf.
"Thanks, he can't stand the noise. You helped him sleep?"
Kaminari nods slowly, not wanting to say anything about Monoma literally having a panic attack at some sort.
"I'll just change, I'm back in a minute"

"You can stay with him if you want"
Shinso turns around at the stairs and grins.
"Won't leave you hanging"
****

Both men was in the kitchen. Talking about their work.
"it was crazy, I almost lost them in that rain."
"Yeah. Monoma was really worried about you...me as well of course"
Kaminari's eyes where on his hands. Constantly fidgeting with his hands. He was nervous for no reason at all. He stopped when he felt a fold hand on his. "Everything alright?"

The blonds brain was blank. He felt his heart fall to his stomach. The nervousness was getting worse and worse. He wanted to just kiss him on the lips, get embarrassed like Monoma dose, feel loved like Monoma gets to. He wanted Shinso, in any way shape and form. But he couldn't say anything. Even if his mind was taking them to his bed, his body was frozen in place. "Y-yeah. I'm good"
He looked at Shinso, his smile his gaze it was sickening how much he wanted his best friend. But no. He couldn't.
Shinso just looked at the blond who was clearly blushing. Why was he doing that? Shinso remember their kiss. How Kaminari's plump lips kissed him back. The smell of the blonds perfume. He had tried to get it out of his thoughts but it was popping up every time Shinso looked at him. It wasn't like making out with Monoma. Monoma was soft and smooth while Kaminari was shaky and more ruff. It was just stuck in his mind. Shinso took it like the feeling of smoking frost the first time. You know it was wrong but. Something in you wanna do it again. He moved away his hand and nods before hearing a faint voice at the stairs. He sees it his beautiful boyfriend who has woken up and was now starting tiered at him.
"Your home"
He's grin is small and tiered as Shinso quickly walked up and hugs him. Giving him a soft kiss on the lips.
"I missed you so much~"

"I missed you to, Toshi. Can we please go to bed?"
Shinso looks back at Kaminari who was already getting towards the sink to do the dishes. He turns back and lifts Monoma into his arms. "Of course we can honey"

Hearing Shinso say that. Being so sweet and loving to Monoma. Kaminari broke down on the inside. When he herd the bedroom door closed was when he burst into silent tears as he washes the few plates there was in the sink.
After he was done he moved into an armchair and called Sero.

"Dude it's like 4 in the morning...are you crying?"

"I need to do something. Can we meet up or something?"

"S-sure I'm getting ready now. I can pick you up in like, 15. Is fifteen okey, what happened?!"

Kaminari hugged his legs as he could not even smile at his best friend being so worried.
"It just hurt to see them so cute you know..I wish I had that"

"I'll hear more when we are in the car. Go get dressed I'm on my way"

"Thanks Hanta...i appreciate that."