Three of us? [MONOSHINKAMI]

Talk 2/3

Shout out to @yasqueeeeeenn101 for the amazing idea. Really appreciate it🫶🏻

I'm in the mood for some crying today. So here. We.  GO

Afte coming home Monoma felt calmer again. His anxiety's about the other blond was slowly going away as he hang his clothes on the hangers.

"Toshi, I'm home!"
He couldn't find his boyfriend anywhere, it was quiet in the big apartment. The lights where out making it all seem a bit more unsettling.
He looks towards the stairs and takes a deep breath.
"I should go talk to him..."

As Monoma walks up to Kaminari's room he feels in a way scared. He knew Kaminari wasn't a threat as he was a hero and way to nice to hurt anyone, but the way his eyes had looked at him was still in his mind. Left an uncomfortable pain in his gut.
Seductive, exited...hungry. That's the impression those eyes gave him.
Neito knocked a few time before walking into to lighted up room, his eyes taking a moment to adjust. He saw Kaminari on his bed drawing while watching something on his phone.
"Hey...Kaminari, I want to talk"

Kaminari's face lit up as he saw those frost blue eyes looking at him. So soft with a hint of hesitation laying over that beautiful face. He patted on the stop in front of him and looked down as Monoma calmly sat in front of him. "Before you say anything, I'm sorry about what I did. I-I was drunk and I know it isn't an excuse for scaring you but—"
Monoma stopped him, placing his fingers over the blonds mouth. "I appreciate your apology. I'm going to expect it if you just promise me something..."

"Anything!"

Monoma took a deep breath and closed his eyes.
"Tell me what happened lately..I feel like I have the right to know as we live together"
Kaminari froze. Was he going to tell him the truth. HOW?!
"Y-your going to hate me!"

"I won't, I just"
Kaminari sees as soft tears from in Monoma's eyes, getting bigger before dripping down his face.
"I-I just want to get what's wrong with you two..."
He wasn't sobbing, not breathing quickly just looking calm.
Denki knew he couldn't resist that face, that desperate voice he had felt all to well"

He looked down at their hands before taking Monoma's him his, rubbing his thumb over it like Hitoshi would.
"I...when I was in middle School...a guy sexually assaulted me..he made me feel like absolute shit. He gave me the reputation of a gay slut, I couldn't do anything about because of his popularity. Even the teachers shamed me for something I never even did."

He felt Monoma nodded for him to continue, he didn't know how to do this, he just needed someone to listen.

"After that, I just tried to act straight for people around. Flirting even if I didn't like that person, acting interested in every girl I passed just not be seen that way again. Like yes I do like girls but I just feel more, me around men...you know"

Denki wanted to run, go hide as he felt tears run down his face trying desperately to keep it all together while Monoma was there. He let out a sob and felt a warm hand dry off his cheek. He looked to see Monoma, that nice and welcoming expression just making him calm down. "Breath..it's okay~"
Kaminari shook his head and shoved his head against Monoma's chest. The feeling of his heart beating and calm breathing was nice and comforting.
"I understand...I sure had to be in the closet a long time. Before I was taken away from my mother..I just kept that part of me secret. Even after I couldn't get myself to show weakness in front of others, making me put on a stupid facade at all times, wasn't before I met Hitoshi I let it go. I'm proud of you for this~"
Monoma's words cut Kaminari like a knife, he started sobbing quietly as he clung onto Monoma making the blond extremely worried.
"K-Kaminari?"

Denki felt all the guilt in him just exploded like a bomb in his chest, he pushed himself off and just started crying, screaming as he was strangled by his self loathing.
"NO YOUR NOT! I like Shinso I felt that way about him from day one, he makes me feel things I never thought I would. He makes me happy! I couldn't tell him as he liked you so much! After you told me about your feelings I hated myself for saying I didn't feel anything for him because I do like him, I LOVE HIM!
I just wanted him to be happier, I wanted YOU to be happier! I-I...I made a mistake okey?!"

Monoma was in pure shock as he saw Kaminari's breaking down, letting everything out at once.

"I KISSED HIM OKAY! I hate to say it but it was the best moment of my life. I knew I couldn't have him because I'm not nearly as beautiful as you, even if my life depended on it! But what bugs me the most is I don't know who I like anymore because of you, I LIKE you! I'm just a stupid freak!"

After crying his heart out. Kaminari regretted everything. Monoma would kill him, yell at him like everyone else...
But...No. He didn't.

"Y-you kissed Hitoshi, while he was...with me?"
He looked at Monoma, he was crying a bit. His tears falling down and his breathing started to hic,
his cheeks where red but it's wasn't from crying.

He was blushing?!

His face was numb but looked slowly up at Kaminari like he was going to kill.

"I didn't want to the first time..o-or I wanted to but—"

"First time? You did it multiple times?"

"T-twice..I-I was desperateI..didn't know what I was—"

"And....you, like me?
Kaminari just nods while he was feeling so shameful. All he wanted was for the other blond to kill him. He didn't know how, just end it right there!

"I-I'm Polyamorous...I started liking you sense that stupid drawing!"
Kaminari mutters feeling fresh tears straining his chest.
"I do not quite know how to process this"
The shorter blond says looking a bit confused.
Kaminari gave a quick nod before rushing out the bedroom.

"K-KAMI?!"