Three of us? [MONOSHINKAMI]

Talk it out

As Monoma makes his way through the door he was meet by a big hug from the blond already in the room.
He couldn't do anything but bury his face in the taller boys hoodie.
It was warm as Denki hugged him tightly, swaying them from side to side to try and comfort him.
"Are you....okay?"
Kaminari's face cringed by his own stupid question. The guy was hysterical on the phone less than half an hour ago. So much Shinso could hear him from across the room.

"I had better days than this...I'll manage"
Those frost blue eyes stared Denki up and down before ruffling his golden locks leaving a smile on the taller man's lips. He herd Monoma chuckle and sees him give that same welcoming expression but it turned sad as he went into the living room.
When they both entered Monoma instantly felt bad. Seeing Shinso walk over to him from the couch with a smile of relief on him. After all he said earlier. He did not deserved it.
"I—I'm sorry about...."
He couldn't get himself to finish, it hurt so bad to try. He took a deep breath and and tried to continue.

"It's just that I hate being lied to. Knowing what you two hid from me, hiding such a simple thing as absolute uncomfortable, not trusting my judgment and feelings I would hate you..sucks.
This is a thing I may never forgive, and as soon as I find that Kirishima I'll.... Just remember I love you dearly, both of you. But this will take some time to get alright with..so just let's be honest for a moment and tell everything. Don't I deserve it after all?"

They all sat down both explaining what happened in their prospectives. Both telling about their past. All of it.
Monoma nods calmly. A small smile of closure spread on his lips.
"Well"
Kaminari said
"What about you? What happened in your life before all this?"

Monoma shrugs his shoulders and looks at them.

"Well, mom wasn't the nicest lady. Slept around a lot,dad claimed I wasn't his age all. They both decided to make me pay for her mistakes, grandma was the person who got me away and then I lived with her. The most of that is in the past it's...to much for me to speak about.
Denki nods in agreement as Shinso rubs Monoma's hand with his thumb. Much to Monoma's enjoyment.
*****

"While we talk. What are we doing about the kid?"
Shinso ask as he stares out the big windows where rain slowly runs down the glass.
"I dont know?...should we keep him?"
Kaminari asks as he looks at them both.
"It would be to early for now...I mean, aren't we to young for that?"
Monoma asks looking nervously to his side. All 3 where unsure about the idea of taking in the kid as their own. Especially at that age.
"One thing is clear, I would never let him grow up in the system. I know how it's like and I don't want him to be miserable"

"Calm down Toshi... we won't do that. I will arrange things with grandma and figure things out.
But for now, I'm going to bed"

Got writers block again. I need a break😮‍💨😆