Three of us? [MONOSHINKAMI]

Momory...

Trigger: abusé.

I sat at my desk, the noon sun glances threw the window next to me as the teacher talks on and on about math....I hate math.
I look down at my notebook, every single page was covered in doodles and drawing. The boy next to me nudged me on the shoulder to get my attention and I provided.
"Looking good Kaminari~"
I looked at his dark eyes, then down at my notes.
"My, doodles?"

He lets out a grin and says.
"No you idiot, you~"
I felt myself blushing over his charisma and charm. Everyone was....how stupid. I can't remember his name anymore

"Wanna hang out after school? I really think you're cute~"
"Haven't you like, dated half the class already?"

"Well, you are just different my dear~"

After classes ended we both went to the mall, he was being so charming and nice. His arm was around my waist, squeezing my tightly, how cute he was. Hugging me like a stuffed bear.

Why...

He made me laugh so hard as he told me jokes and squeezed my cheeks. I felt like I was in a dream, how he squeezed my wrist to not lose my in the crowd. How he keeps stroking my hips as we hugged at the parking lot.

Why...

As he walked my home, it was extremely late. I knew my mom would scold me for it, but I would tell her about this amazing night and she would be happy for me.
She wasn't...
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He had a hand on my him as we walked to the bus stop. In the dark, it just felt weird. Creepy even. But no, I truly trusted him as he was so strong even if he was quirkless. So handsome, kind, smart and funny I had truly found the right man in life. We went through an alleyway as he said it would be quicker and more romantic. He was right the place was truly beautiful, the beautiful graffiti and colorful glass on the ground. Lamps hanging over us giving a fairy light onto us. God what could a guy ever wish for more than this.
But soon enough his touching became a little to much. It was freaking me out a little as it became tighter and more study.
(Didn't know he was scared of the dark? Aww how brave of him~)

"Ummm, can you ease up your grip? it a little claustrophobic, hehe"
He glared down at me. His sweet grin was gone, it was emotionless. Blank like a doll. I moved my hip a little to get away from him.
I seriously came to regret it...
He pushed me against a wall, the sound of glass breaking under my feet startled me. He gripped my throat with his bare hand. Holding around my waist with his other. His dark eyes scared my as I wiggled to get free. Only for him to bang my head against the wall. I felt his hand digging through my Skin
"stay fucking quiet you slut!"
and starting leaving marks. I fell quiet as as he enjoyed choking me. Looking at me like a predator. Licking his lips befor standing sucking on my neck. It hurt like hell but I just....stay quiet....
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"Kaminari?" The teacher asked me the next day...I was shaking as he sat next to me. I look up as he walks over to me. My neck was entirely bruised up. And covers in hickeys on one side. I don't say anything. He told me to keep quiet.
"Sensei, I think little Kaminari just partied to hard yesterday!"
One girl yelled from the back. Everyone started laughing at me....the teacher laughed at me. My mom screamed when she saw me. Even after she begged me to tell her who it was... I keep my mouth shut. I just cried into her chest.
The only person I told this to was Jiro. She swore to bring it to the grave. The reason for my flirty behavior was because it was the easy way to hide my pain. To give people that sparkle feeling I felt that night...befor he did that to me. I must have hoped someone would actually be nice to me if I acted like that!
I remember the nights I cried by her side. Jiro just holding me and saying everything is shit and I just need to find the good side of this nightmare.

But now...my desperation has ruined everything!
Just because I wanted a way out. To feel more than this. Intimacy, caring, loving. I just want that!!
Why did I have to do this?
I just want this Shit to stop!

*knock knock knock*

"Kaminari?"

A bit short I know...I felt a bit sad writing this